haha being lazy for this few days.......
came back frm canberra a few days ago...... to see tulips
i have upload the pics in my computer.
but due to my laziness..... i have not upload it to photobucket......
i have been replenishing my sleep after canberra..... cos i will need it for the war next week -_-
haiz.... so depressing...... one week break is ending before i know it......
seriously do i even haf this break??? have been goin to sch to do my thesis for this entire week.......
luckily....... i went to see Miss Saigon as well as going Canberra to see the tulips ^^ giving a pat on my shoulder..... i think i deserve some break ^^
still finding a way to revert to my old self...... guess time will solve everything.......
it will be better if i dun take everything too hard..... i never do..... wat haf change me???? is better to be like old times.... "let nature takes its course...." tat's my slogan.....
and onli cry abt exams marks and nothing else...... this is the "old Esther" isn't it????
Colin's parents came to visit him again..... is the second time this yr.....
i miss my parents..... although i went back like one mth ago...... but is only for like 5 days......
Mian is back to blog again hehe ^^ is her real self... juz like the old times
i prefer the current one than the past
hurray hehe ^^
finally, i guess i am stronger this semester although i might have change according to my frens.... but definitely stronger.....
cos wat doesn't kill us makes us stronger. Isn't it?? ^^
Love Love
haha not much of an uncle lah..... he is onli one yr older than me ^^
Presenting the birthday boy haha
Heda with his blur look, at least he smile
cos he never smile in camera -_-
Singing birthday song to him ^^
sabotage time haha.......
we made him stand up on the chair and sing birthday song to himself
first time heard him singing cos he never sing..... not even in ktv........
Cutting cake ^^
acting guy by feeding each other cake haahaaa
there is a better one where Jimmy gave him a kiss on the cheek haaa ahaaa is videoed so haf to upload in you-tube....... so hilarious..... we laughed non-stop........
The gang who are there to celebrate his birthday ^^
see he dine smile haha
so is quite rear to see him smile in picture.... have to be candid haha
"HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY HEDA"
You are a great fren ^^
thanks for helping me all this times with both schworks and laptop hehe
Wish u all the best in watever u do ^^
The cake
I bought the cake in the afternoon and kept it in the fridge in my office ^^
so they wait for me after sch to walk to the restaurant together. as i was carrying too many books is not possible for me to hold the cake..... so i ask John to carry it for me.... Heda was like "my cake?" i replied "yup".
then i say "no need surprised rite hahahaah"
then John said "later muz add surprised oki" "like oohhh u guys bought cake for me and muz shed tears oki..."
I was like "diao...." "you guys are juz so drama ahahahah"
A happy occasion haha
LoveLove
My first musical in Sydney
haa ahaaa happy ^^
is been a long time since i last seen a musical ^^
was it "Ma Ma Mia" or "Sound of Music"
is definitely like 3 yrs ago
Here it is...... Miss Saigon is rite here in Sydney woohoo
juz finish watching it ^^ is superb
especially the helicopter effect ^^
but the ending is sad >_<
i cried -_-
is there love???
will love be forgotten after a few yrs......... my answer is "yes".....
Haiz..... i dun believe in love anymore.... is bullshit..... is painful as well.......
the actors and actresses have good vocal ^^ wish i have tat kind of voice hehe
tat will be great haha
is a must watch musical ^^
hehe our tickets for the show
some ice-cream before the show
i simply love ice-cream *yummy*
In the theatre hehe ^^
is taken secretly haa ahaaa
cos no camera allow >_<
one more pic before we go haaahaaa
wait almost forgot ^^
our ticket comes wif a free meal
how good is tat haa ahaaa
my fish of the day plus salad ^^
Jan's salmon, looks delicious ^^
Colin's pasta ^^
is realli a good deal ^^
we get to eat good food and we actualli get a pretty good seat
is rite at the centre *thumbs up* heehee
my first musical with frens woohoo
is fun ^^
i hope to see phantom too
hope they do come to sydney ^^ or else i will fly over to melbourne haahaa
I juz love musical ^^
p.s: my post now will be cheerful ^^ cos is no point writing something tat is sad
we must live to be happy not sad rite
hehe yeah
LoveLove
Today we celebrated "Moon Cake Festival".
Thanks Jehan for ur place hehe
Is realli fun
Justin played guitar and we sang non-stop
realli love them ^^
Sorry for the previous post...... too depress and upset
all is good now, have clear up the mess
i am realli fortunate to have frens ard me, in S'pore and here ^^
my close frens here said tat i have changed...... did I????
I guess i have.......
for the past weeks..... my emotion is always circulated ard him......
why is this so??? i also dun no......
I guess is becoz i find myself too attached to him.... therefore i dine open up to anyone except him.....
tat's the reason why my close frens here said tat i have changed.......
sometimes i feel tat is oki to have him onli and no one else...... is weird rite.... i noe.....
dun get the wrong meaning....... is not wat u guys were thinking.......
apparently "he" did not come today........
i guess is due to my presence..... although the guys claimed tat he is rushing his report......
we haven been talking after wat happened last week......
I guess is a good thing..... or is it not........
I have questions to ask him......
1) am i special to him?
2) wat is on his mind when we were close?
3) am i important to him?
but i guess there is never an answer to these.......
I know it veri clearly tat...... i am not important nor special to him...... i am onli his notes collector or personal secretary......
"are we close????" the word "close" came frm him and not me....... this is wat he had said to me..... and he said tat he treasure this frenship......
but is no longer important to him rite......
is realli hurting when i think of it..... but life still goes on.........
Instead of thinking why these unfortunate stuffs happened to me, i shld feel bless tat there are still ppl who love and treasure me ^^ so be grateful hehe
some happy stuffs hehe
i bought classical musics ^^
5 cds and it cost onli $27 woohoo
I am realli into classical music nowdays hehe
is realli soothing and ease the mind
realli trust me..... cos i am a stress-up person ^^
watching miss saigon this wed yeah....... been waiting for this musical to show again
and is finally here woohoo
friday going to canberra to see tulips ^^
looking forward hehe
shld be a wonderful week ^^
LoveLove
Life now seems a blur.......
i dun no wat i shld do nw.......
sounding sad??? ya i am..... this is my blog...... i guess i can write watever i wan........
beside these unhappy things....... the one close to me is adding more miserable in my life......
why does he have to treat me like tat???? he always say i dun trust a word tat he says.......
is not tat i dun wan to..... if everyone were to be in my shoe..... i guess they will feel the same......
or maybe not....... maybe i am being unreasonable........ or i maybe a terrible fren.....
i realli do feel hurt and upset........
all he says is tat...... i shldn't be.......
if tat's the case....... i guess there isn't a need to say anything......... i promise tat he wun hear frm me again...... well is time to let go of this frenship......
finally i am "free"........ someone has replaced me in this......... which is good........
this whole frenship is juz like a trading system....... trading???? as in with schwork.......
if there isn't any....... this frenship is over........
although i couldn't accept it in the beginning but now is time to face reality..........
cos everything has fall into place........ is clear now.... w/o any doubt........
pathetic??? i guess i am........
i haf never been in this situation before....... i guess i failed miserably..........
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