hehe i change a new skin ^^
actualli i wanted to change a new url and restart the blog
but haiz............ due to my laziness i decided not too
on the other hand, i couldn't find a nice url
when i asked my unifren
guess wat they suggest????
- my tooth fairy
- pinkish fetish
-_- they say it suit me, especially the pinkish fetish
haiz...................
well currently still enjoying holiday ^^ woohoo
muz fully enjoyed cos next sem will be hell...... is much worst than this sem >_<
Post card ^^
yesh.......... i received Michelle and shuyun's post card from London
wah i also wanna go
*sob sob* i miss them sososo muchie
hope nov faster come so can get to see them ^^
Real Feeling
finals were finally over
so i haf settled down to haf a serious think abt my feelings............
actualli i haf none to think abt.......... cos i haf sort of decided............
nothing can possibly change my mind
but...............
erm............ i am nw feeling veri weird...........
well......... someone whom i think is important to me had returned to singapore
somehw i feel realli sad
like i say......... he is important.......... but i am not sure if the level of importance is the same as Creepy kamx >_<
I miss him........... not juz me everyone does
when one of my fren asked me, "Esther do u miss your "daddy"?"
erm i call him "daddy"..............
i replied, "wat abt u??????"
fren said, "i miss him alot."
me : "ya me too."
i realli miss him........... dun no why.............. maybe we were too close...............
i bet he doesn't............ although when i told him that i will miss him, he juz smile and touched my head and said that, i will be having lots of fun here and i will juz forget abt him..........
although at tat time i noe that it wun be the same if he wasn't ard..........
when he got back.......... he sent me a msg........... and again i told him that we miss him...........
and he said that he missed us too.. and asked me not to worry as he will be coming back real soon.....................
wat is this feeling???????
i told myself we were veri close frens..........
but all my frens say that our frenship is abnormal.................
is it?????
seriously i do not noe
i am not trying to play dumb............
when i told him abt this......... he juz told me to ignore wat others said..................
but i noe i can't.............. and my action towards him changed when others were ard............
i dine even notice until he told me................
is hard.......... he juz dun understd................. i hate gossip >_<
enough of these rubbish......... haiz.............
hehe will blog abt wat i did in my next post ^^
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