Life Is An Adventure....

Moving

2008-01-27T09:03:00.000+08:00

yes as wat is written, i am moving to a new blog ^^.
I have great memories in this blog, but since i have been saying that i have to move on, so i was thinking why not just move to a new link and start everything all over again. tat will also be a new chapter of my life ^^. well like i haf mentioned before, many memories still lie in this blog. be it a good or bad ones. from gathering with the love ones to arguing with "You Know Who", being single again which is much later, "Ai Mei" along the way and lastly how everyone who are closed to me in aussie starts to see me differently,etc... well is still hard to be optimisstic but will definitely try my best.
My new address will be this new link. a new journey begins hehe.

Really miss u all ^^.

LoveLove

Happy New Year ^^

2008-01-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year to all my dear ones.
Time flies, is the year 2008 ^^
May this year be wonderful for all of us ^^

LoveLove

Problem...........

2007-12-10T14:07:00.000+08:00

Problem.... i guess everyone has their own.... is onli how u deal with it.....
To me i am juz sucks at handling problem..... i juz cry the hell out of it.... and worst making the ppl ard worrying abt me.... when will i ever grow up????
guess i have to learn not to take everything to heart.... well it is easy to said than done.....

when i looked myself in the mirror... i looked sososso old...... and unhappy.... seriously i realli can't find a single cell on my face tat say happy...... haiz no longer had the glow in me anymore...... well i think i muz realli have to try to be happy and not look happy.... happiness comes frm within ^_^

"Don't Worry Be Happy" Tat will be my new motto.

yay got my cairns photo ^^
goin to upload soon but is already in the facebook ^^
thanks Junia and Jan for uploading it

LoveLove

Alive and back from graduation trip ^^

2007-12-01T10:10:00.000+08:00

haha december is here. december is the mth i call it the celebration mth.
i always look forward to this mth cos i will be back hm. but this time round i am stuck here doing research..... but guess have to look on the bright side.... taking this as an opportunity to experience different things^^. basically to leave my comfort zone...

well back frm graduation trip frm cairns last tuesday ^^
cairns = northen part of Queensland ^^ which took abt 2 hrs flight journey frm sydney.
no pics yet, will get it tonight, hopefully will upload some.... cos Esther is a super lazy gal.

well wat we did there??
1) jungel trekking
2) scuba diving
3) snookling
4) white water rafting
5) kayaking to frizoy island

outdoor stuffs???? yes.... this is wat ppl do there..... not much of shopping and relax ard..
I heart scuba diving. the best experience i ever had ^^ the marine life in Great Barrier Reef is fantastic ^^. never in my life haf i dive before. this is a great experience although is onli introductory ^^ we saw turtle and lots of nemo. and the cousin of nemo and the fish wif a scar frm finding nemo. not forgetting lots of huge clams and other fishes ^^
I saw small sting ray while snookling and the "Da Er Long" fish frm shark tale. call puffy fish?? the one tat can be bloated haha

there is price to pay >_<. tat is consistent Lau saiing (LS) back in sydney..... the grp still trying to find out why....... is hard to find the reason to why cos some of us either did not LS or LS at different time.... so we concluded that we are "weak". haha

is a fun trip ^^ love it

pics will be upload soon

LoveLove

Lucky???

2007-11-12T17:38:00.000+08:00

haiz..... the word lucky seems soso distance......i am so unlucky this sem.......

the list are...... juz name a few.....

1) markstrat came last 3 although we are always in the middle.... wat happen???
2)wanted to apply PR.... guess wat not enough points........>_< i am the onli one tat has not enough points....... can u believed it??? there goes my PhD......
3)my master research is the only one tat has no funding..... cos i refused to change prof...... haiz......

well u must be thinking no big deal.... cos is onli abt studying...... but is a student worst nightmare u know....

haiz like i say...... i been through enough so i not going to mind anything that pops up along the way.....

seems like sighing will cut down the lifespan of a human.... is a myth..... if is true guess i have not much years left..... cos i kept sighing......

well have to be optimistic rite... so i will try to be one.......
afterall i have my families, frens ard me so i am bless in a way. so be grateful to wat i have now ^_^

oki enough of complaining.... haha we have came to a conclusion that s'porean love complaining haa ahaa

oki LoveLove

Happy Birthday Darling ^^

2007-11-08T20:03:00.000+08:00

Today is my darling's birthday ^^

Happy Birthday to you
A Big Kiss frm Me "MUAKIE"

My darling is my besto buddy. we have known each other since sec school^^ wonderful times.
whenever i am down or happy she is always there. realli miss the times when we have a chat at the void deck.
she has a great voice too ^^ veri talented in drawing too, remember she used to draw anime character and my fav kero chan hehe

Darling jia you in your work oki ^^ is hard in the working force but you can do it ^^
This is my darling on the right and lovable michelle on the left hehe ^^

I love this pic alot ^^ is so cute and pretty
i got it frm facebook hehe ^^

Love u gals
muakie

Back to socialise ^^

2007-11-07T17:35:00.000+08:00

been almost a mth since i last blog >_<
haiz have been real busy.............
due to thesis -_- lots of stuffs to type......
wat haf i been doing?? nothing much other than being a total geek..... well geek rule the whole wat.... ao i dun mind being one haaahaaa

one more paper to go and is the end of bachelor and the start of master..... -_- haha was wondering whether i ever get tired of studying??? but definitely not now ^^ maybe is juz an excuse not to step into the outside world.... i am one tat do not prefer to leave my comfort zone......

haiz...... will not being going home for either christmas or CNY cos of summer project....... sianz to the core...... the worst of all is.... i am starting to hate this place....... realli feel like going hm...... if not due to the sucky education back hm...... i won't be here for so long....

some stuffs are still the same...... i have tried my best to change the situation...... but is still the same...... so I GIVE UP....... i am not trying to be someone tat i am not anymore..... juz let nature takes it course.... i am realli tired..... wat's the point??? when i think to myself......

haha went shopping with kirby and Jimmy the other day. is realli fun ^^ especially the conversation on the "ming dynasty Gal"... like i say back to socialise ^^
I love making frens..... i have once said before..... I can have no boyfren.... but not frens...... i realli treasure my frens alot.... especially Creepy Kamx ^^ although i never show it.....

05-11-2007 is My beloved DADDY's Birthday ^^
haiz another year not being able to celebrate with him.... realli miss the old times......

DADDY HAPPY BIRTHDAY
a BIG kiss frm me "MUAKIE"

I have lost lots of dear ones this yr.... so i am not goin to lose anymore..... but like i said i have tried my best.... if u all still see me as someone different.... i have noThing more to say..... juz let it be....... i have been through alot this one yr.... so i am not goin to mind anymore nonsense tat pop up along the way......

nothing matters more than getting a degree and go home to reunite with family, frens and Creepy kamx ^^

LoveLove

Stare.......

2007-10-11T19:47:00.000+08:00

Wat with the stare???
can't i even joke abt it...... ur situation now is much more AI MEI than me ok....... why am i always the one accepting the jokes tat u guys made....... even if i do get angry..... do u guys even care???? why is it when i joke abt it, i get the stare frm u two??? how fair is tat???? even if "he" came to u and asked u guys to stop, did u stop???? NO..... in the end u guys just told "him" tat "we all are like tat wat...." wat the hell is this...... the reason of why u guys stop making fun of me now is becoz "Me and him are not close anymore...." becoz of u guys' stupid nonsense.... i haf lost someone close to me...... and when i haf a chance to joke abt it u guys juz stare at me.... I mean WTF is tat...... onli u guys can do it and not me...... wat u think i am "a clown is it??????" for god sake.......

I HATE THE LIFE HERE.........

5 Specs ^^

2007-10-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

haha u guys might be thinking...
"wat the world is five specs???"

Explanation ^^
is 5 specifications for my production of biodiesel ^^
woohoo we meet all 5 specifications ^^ finally something good has happened to me here.
although we may not come in first for the production cos there are still 3 more grps to go but the mark is awesome enough ^^ Thanks guys for being there throughout the production. i feel tat we realli did a great job hehe

well biodiesel is a so-called fuel for cars ^^ and we are suppose to made it from fresh vege oil. and we did it woohoo. we actualli produced 18L from the 20L of vege oil.
i realli love my group. this is my first time working with them. and i muz say tat they are real smart ppl and most importantly nice to the core ^^

working on my thesis again.... and a presentation in 3 wks time..
no more grumbling.... hang it there ^^ bachelor degree is almost finishing
and we will be off for a road trip woohoo

LoveLove

2007-10-07T21:03:00.000+08:00

one week we juz ignore each other.......
the next week you came up to be to ask me for lunch or brought me stuffs.......
think of it..... we dine realli go back to the old times......
maybe it's time we leave it all behind......

not being unreasonable again....... why am i always the one to say hello to you??? why am i always the one to start a conversation??? even if i do....... do u ever look at me whenever i talk to u in front of others???? i answer is "NO"....... why????? is it so difficult to talk to me in front of others????? although i realli hate them bombarding me with the jokes..... but by doin this u are not a least helping...... it realli reflects very badly on a gal..... dun u noe tat........

i "GIVE UP....." i juz wan to leave everything behind........
thanks for being caring for the past 1yr.......

Goals

2007-10-07T20:56:00.000+08:00

Goal...... i need it desperately......
seems like everyone ard me knows wat are their goals and wat they want in life.......
i guess is onli me tat is left dangling now here.......
wat am i goin to do after uni????
graduating in 4wks times although i haf my master to do.......
but wat do i wan in life?????
i always thought tat i noe wat i wan but up till nw seems like i dun no.......
i always give the ppl ard me the impression tat i noe wat i am doin..... but seriously i dun no......
am i thinking too much again????? this sem is the worst of my life....... is it becoz of thesis??? am i still myself???? or haf i realli change???? or is this the real me???? sometime i dun speak a word is not tat i dun wan to..... i juz need my space........ is it wrong?????

haiz....... wat shld i do nw????

Nice Weather and KFC ^^

2007-10-01T14:51:00.000+08:00

nice weather and KFC...... haha wat's the link????
well is extremely good weather today in Sydney ^^ despite the howling of the wind yesterday nite...... today is superb..... clear blue sky plus is not freezing ^^

so how does this KFC comes abt???? well since is a fantastic day, so we decided to go centennial park (i forgot the spelling.... arhhh hack lah....) for picnic. since we went in a hurry so we decided to buy KFC to eat instead ^^ *wicked wings* yummy ^^
so daniel the driver came to pick us up haha so we bought KFC and some herbal tea... not forgetting ice-cream. is a "must" food after lunch hahahahah........
so we set off for picnic

spend half an hr eating and abt abt 1 hr plus strolling and watching the dogs ^^
is cool, and veri relaxing ^^
so we tell ourselves we shld do this more often ^^ although we said so but the day never come.... haiz.....

whenever we see families having BBQ, we have an urge to go over ^^
we even thought of an excuse.....
"Hi aunties long time no see ^^ still remembers us???" haha we were like sososo lame......

ya we saw a sausage dog along the way ^^
and daniel was like "oohh i wan this dog..."
fred replied, " so u can eat it when u are hungry..."
daniel: " how u noe???"
Us: " eeekkkkk daniel u are hopeless...... -_-
daniel:" juz joking lah...."
we juz shook our head -_-

is a fun day
the "ang mo" realli noe how to enjoy life ^^
is realli diff from singapore.......
the dogs here are so cute ^^ love love

Is my eyes playing trick on me???
i was finding this anime disc the whole of yesterday -_-
guess wat..... today it juz seat comfortably on the tabe....
arhhhhhh............. gonna get kill by my fren -_-

today is a fun day
thanks daniel ^^
sch starts tml arhhhhhh............

LoveLove

Lazy........

2007-09-30T15:56:00.000+08:00

haha being lazy for this few days.......
came back frm canberra a few days ago...... to see tulips
i have upload the pics in my computer.
but due to my laziness..... i have not upload it to photobucket......
i have been replenishing my sleep after canberra..... cos i will need it for the war next week -_-
haiz.... so depressing...... one week break is ending before i know it......
seriously do i even haf this break??? have been goin to sch to do my thesis for this entire week.......

luckily....... i went to see Miss Saigon as well as going Canberra to see the tulips ^^ giving a pat on my shoulder..... i think i deserve some break ^^

still finding a way to revert to my old self...... guess time will solve everything.......
it will be better if i dun take everything too hard..... i never do..... wat haf change me???? is better to be like old times.... "let nature takes its course...." tat's my slogan.....
and onli cry abt exams marks and nothing else...... this is the "old Esther" isn't it????

Colin's parents came to visit him again..... is the second time this yr.....
i miss my parents..... although i went back like one mth ago...... but is only for like 5 days......

Mian is back to blog again hehe ^^ is her real self... juz like the old times
i prefer the current one than the past
hurray hehe ^^

finally, i guess i am stronger this semester although i might have change according to my frens.... but definitely stronger.....
cos wat doesn't kill us makes us stronger. Isn't it?? ^^

Love Love

Happy Birthday Uncle Heda ^^

2007-09-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

haha not much of an uncle lah..... he is onli one yr older than me ^^

Presenting the birthday boy haha

Heda with his blur look, at least he smile
cos he never smile in camera -_-

Singing birthday song to him ^^

sabotage time haha.......
we made him stand up on the chair and sing birthday song to himself
first time heard him singing cos he never sing..... not even in ktv........

Cutting cake ^^

acting guy by feeding each other cake haahaaa
there is a better one where Jimmy gave him a kiss on the cheek haaa ahaaa is videoed so haf to upload in you-tube....... so hilarious..... we laughed non-stop........

The gang who are there to celebrate his birthday ^^
see he dine smile haha
so is quite rear to see him smile in picture.... have to be candid haha

"HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY HEDA"

You are a great fren ^^
thanks for helping me all this times with both schworks and laptop hehe
Wish u all the best in watever u do ^^

The cake
I bought the cake in the afternoon and kept it in the fridge in my office ^^
so they wait for me after sch to walk to the restaurant together. as i was carrying too many books is not possible for me to hold the cake..... so i ask John to carry it for me.... Heda was like "my cake?" i replied "yup".
then i say "no need surprised rite hahahaah"
then John said "later muz add surprised oki" "like oohhh u guys bought cake for me and muz shed tears oki..."
I was like "diao...." "you guys are juz so drama ahahahah"

A happy occasion haha

LoveLove

Miss Saigon

2007-09-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

My first musical in Sydney
haa ahaaa happy ^^
is been a long time since i last seen a musical ^^
was it "Ma Ma Mia" or "Sound of Music"
is definitely like 3 yrs ago

Here it is...... Miss Saigon is rite here in Sydney woohoo

juz finish watching it ^^ is superb
especially the helicopter effect ^^
but the ending is sad >_<
i cried -_-
is there love???
will love be forgotten after a few yrs......... my answer is "yes".....
Haiz..... i dun believe in love anymore.... is bullshit..... is painful as well.......

the actors and actresses have good vocal ^^ wish i have tat kind of voice hehe
tat will be great haha
is a must watch musical ^^

hehe our tickets for the show

some ice-cream before the show
i simply love ice-cream *yummy*

In the theatre hehe ^^
is taken secretly haa ahaaa
cos no camera allow >_<

one more pic before we go haaahaaa

wait almost forgot ^^
our ticket comes wif a free meal
how good is tat haa ahaaa

my fish of the day plus salad ^^

Jan's salmon, looks delicious ^^

Colin's pasta ^^

is realli a good deal ^^
we get to eat good food and we actualli get a pretty good seat
is rite at the centre *thumbs up* heehee

my first musical with frens woohoo
is fun ^^
i hope to see phantom too
hope they do come to sydney ^^ or else i will fly over to melbourne haahaa

I juz love musical ^^

p.s: my post now will be cheerful ^^ cos is no point writing something tat is sad
we must live to be happy not sad rite
hehe yeah

LoveLove

Sun-Shine After the Rain ^^

2007-09-23T23:04:00.000+08:00

Today we celebrated "Moon Cake Festival".
Thanks Jehan for ur place hehe
Is realli fun
Justin played guitar and we sang non-stop
realli love them ^^

Sorry for the previous post...... too depress and upset
all is good now, have clear up the mess
i am realli fortunate to have frens ard me, in S'pore and here ^^

my close frens here said tat i have changed...... did I????
I guess i have.......
for the past weeks..... my emotion is always circulated ard him......
why is this so??? i also dun no......
I guess is becoz i find myself too attached to him.... therefore i dine open up to anyone except him.....
tat's the reason why my close frens here said tat i have changed.......
sometimes i feel tat is oki to have him onli and no one else...... is weird rite.... i noe.....
dun get the wrong meaning....... is not wat u guys were thinking.......

apparently "he" did not come today........
i guess is due to my presence..... although the guys claimed tat he is rushing his report......
we haven been talking after wat happened last week......
I guess is a good thing..... or is it not........

I have questions to ask him......
1) am i special to him?
2) wat is on his mind when we were close?
3) am i important to him?

but i guess there is never an answer to these.......
I know it veri clearly tat...... i am not important nor special to him...... i am onli his notes collector or personal secretary......
"are we close????" the word "close" came frm him and not me....... this is wat he had said to me..... and he said tat he treasure this frenship......
but is no longer important to him rite......
is realli hurting when i think of it..... but life still goes on.........

Instead of thinking why these unfortunate stuffs happened to me, i shld feel bless tat there are still ppl who love and treasure me ^^ so be grateful hehe

some happy stuffs hehe
i bought classical musics ^^
5 cds and it cost onli $27 woohoo
I am realli into classical music nowdays hehe
is realli soothing and ease the mind
realli trust me..... cos i am a stress-up person ^^

watching miss saigon this wed yeah....... been waiting for this musical to show again
and is finally here woohoo

friday going to canberra to see tulips ^^
looking forward hehe

shld be a wonderful week ^^

LoveLove

Life Now.......

2007-09-15T18:48:00.000+08:00

Life now seems a blur.......
i dun no wat i shld do nw.......
sounding sad??? ya i am..... this is my blog...... i guess i can write watever i wan........

beside these unhappy things....... the one close to me is adding more miserable in my life......

why does he have to treat me like tat???? he always say i dun trust a word tat he says.......
is not tat i dun wan to..... if everyone were to be in my shoe..... i guess they will feel the same......
or maybe not....... maybe i am being unreasonable........ or i maybe a terrible fren.....
i realli do feel hurt and upset........
all he says is tat...... i shldn't be.......
if tat's the case....... i guess there isn't a need to say anything......... i promise tat he wun hear frm me again...... well is time to let go of this frenship......
finally i am "free"........ someone has replaced me in this......... which is good........
this whole frenship is juz like a trading system....... trading???? as in with schwork.......
if there isn't any....... this frenship is over........

although i couldn't accept it in the beginning but now is time to face reality..........
cos everything has fall into place........ is clear now.... w/o any doubt........
pathetic??? i guess i am........
i haf never been in this situation before....... i guess i failed miserably..........

Back...........

2007-08-12T19:13:00.000+08:00

I am back from singapore......
seriously i dun wan to come back to the life here.........

as i haf told michelle they all tat in Aussie i dun feel relax............ i can't even joke normally.......
guess is part of growing and getting myself out of my comfort zone..........

do anyone belief in retribution????
well i do........
after so many stuffs had happened.......... i finally get the full pic.......
why dine i see it rite frm the start????

I am too tired to think of anything now............
Let the past be the past........ I shld look forward to the present..........
Future seems a blur to me.......... hopefully taking one step at a time would help things fall into place..... furthermore be optimistic......

well something good has happened ^^
bodhi nite is round the corner and i managed to finish my 14km run today ^^
so happy ^^ hee eheee

well life still goes on ^^

is a short trip in singapore but i get to see my dear ones
thanks for being there for me all this while
i am realli fortunate to haf u all by my side ^^

muakie love u all

Something Happened..........

2007-08-05T11:21:00.000+08:00

Something happened which will change my life permanently >_<

on my way to the airport now....... will be back in singapore in 10 hrs time........

why would this happen to me.......

I Need Direction.....

2007-08-04T17:41:00.000+08:00

My life is in a blur now........
the stuffs that i have planned before juz seems to have shattered........
wat's wrong??? I thought all is going according to plan..........
haiz...........

well did something brave yesterday......
at last i have packed up all the unnecessary emotions..... is all in the mind.......
life still has to move on rite.... ^^

is painful when your frens started to get attached -_-
ahhhhh....... this leads to staying at hm on a sat like this >_<
sianz.......

haaa haaaa kidding lah ^^ hope this will be her Mr Right....... although the outcome is still unknown
but i wish her all the best ^^

yup i need directions nw......
i wanted to join FOCUS but somehow something is stopping me.......
i wanted to do my summer research with my fav professor..... but something is stopping me as well.......
i am getting PR.... is this the right choice???
i want to study PHD..... will i get sponsorship???
Lastly.....i wanted to try to love someone again..... can i??? haaa haaa this last pt not tat important...... cos not hurry haaa ahaaa

ahhh........... wat shld i do?????
Some tips frm God ^^

Love Love

Some Updates to my Blog ^^

2007-07-28T19:55:00.000+08:00

since i have the time so i have done some updating to my blog ^^
it has been a long time since i last update >_<
I am juz being veri lazy

this week is pretty oki cos is onli the start of uni ^^
but can sense that hell is goin to come pretty soon -_- eeekkkk
so will be "BUSY"
is good in the sense as life will be more meaningful ^^
afterall i am a workaholic mah

juz finish reading my cousin's blog
haha interesting ^^ *monster*
no offence... juz wanted to say that this word is no longer in my dictionary
when is the last time that i have used this word??
haiz..... i am juz sososo old o_O

rite now... beside studying and thesis....
guess wat i did???
participating in Bodhi Nite
is here once again ^^
is realli fun ^^
again i took part in Choir and dance as well ^^

when i introduce myself to the grp, i said it in such a way:
"Hi I am Esther, 2nd yr in Choir"
All of them started laughing..... including my good fren who is also the president

is it tat funny >_<

so today when one of my fren who joined last yr happened to miss a key on purpose.... my president was like "u can't do tat u are in second yr of Choir Degree"
then she turned to me and say "Is tat rite, Esther"
I couldn't stop laughing and juz said "Stop it lah"
haa ahaaa

so it will be FUN this yr ^^

goin to watch more anime ^^

LoveLove

Classical Music daisuki ^^

2007-07-28T15:54:00.000+08:00

wahhhhhh i love classical musics
is so soothing and it realli ease the mind

as far my fav now is "Ave Maria" and "Canon in D Major"

i always haf this interest therefore i love to go for orchestra concert
my preferences are voilin and piano ^^
haha still remember the times when i played piano
it was like dun no how many donkey yrs ago >_<

i juz watched an anime which is abt classical music as well
is so nice
is called "Kin-iro no Corda (金色のコルダ)"

I love the guy in blue hair who played the voilin ^^
so shuai ^^
haha i noe he is fake lah dun haf to remind me tat
but i love this character ^^ muakie
he is juz so cool

a realli good storyline
recommended by me ^^

I always feel tat a guy who noe how to play an instrument is realli cool
hehe wat u all think??

LoveLove

I Love Tea ^^

2007-07-23T19:55:00.000+08:00

Some of the pics that i found ^^
yesh went for tea the last time i went back to s'pore

besides Hot choco, i love tea as well ^^ especially rose
love the taste ^^

went with michelle and shuyun ^^

haha still remember we were laughing our heads off when michelle ordered her earl grey
no offence. i know is nice but sounds like for elderly ppl haaa ahaa

Michelle: I wan an earl grey
Me: Is for Old ppl....
Michelle: no is not
Me: yes it is ^^
Shuyun: why order earl grey??

Me and shuyun started laughing ^^
I forgot who agreed with us that earl grey is for old ppl haa aahaa

had a wonderful nite
realli missed the chilled out time in s'pore *Love*

Me and my darling Shuyun ^^

haa ahaa forgot why i took this ^^ but the mushrooms are cute
is outside shawhse if i not mistaken ^^
this pic taken by michelle hehe

Let's go for more tea the next time i come back oki hee ehee

LoveLove

Aroma Fest and Hot Pot ^^

2007-07-23T19:21:00.000+08:00

Went Aroma Fest yesterday ^^ Last Outing before actual school starts....

went with seniors and unifrens ^^

Aroma fest is basically a fest for ppl who love coffee ^^
there are realli all sorts of diff kinds of coffee o_O
but since i can't drink coffee..... i go for their hot choco
we drank like the $1 hot choco and coffee.....
it tasted ermmm.......... not nice >_< no wonder $1 but lots of ppl queue for it..... dun understd why...... maybe is cheap... tat's why -_-

Look at the ppl and stalls ^^

the place sold cup cakes and honey, etc.....
bought a bottle of honey ^^ *yummy*
and the cup cakes are realli cute, it looks so pretty tat they looked like fake ^^

Giant Cup Cake
is "REAL"

We wan to have a bite too ^^ open my mouth too big... my saliva nearly drop into the cup cake
haa ahaaa

Look at the diff types of choco ^^ pretty rite hehe

See our Happy face hehe ^^

Next...
The thing that we like to do in winter is..... make a guess?? hehe
Tada HOT POT

The soup and many diff kinds of dishes ^^

is realli heaven to eat hot pot during winter
I love it
had been eating lots of Hot Pot this winter ^^
this Hot Pot is in Burwood and is delicious... superb
and is not expensive ^^

The one on the left is extremely spicy o_O

we went to sing ktv after the hot pot ^^
is $2/hr for each person ^^ veri cheap
but we dun haf much voice left after eating the spicy side -_-

Is realli fun hehe

Love Love

My Birthday Presents 2007^^

2007-07-21T23:08:00.000+08:00

Sorry I took so long to post up the presents that i have received for my birthday ^^
thanks to my parents, cousins, buddies, unifrens and hsemate ^^

Tada hehe some of the pics that i have taken ^^

My 2007 Birthday cards frm my dear ones ^^ muakie

Best Wishes from Eve, Lala and Xin ^^
Thanks alot muakie realli love the file is so cute ^^

Chocolate from Germany frm Qian ^^ muahaha i Love Choco
Precious Moments my fav ^^
Thanks gals

TAKO haa ahaaa so cute ^^ look juz like me
and is sososo comfy love love
is in pink my fav color *kiss*

Hahahaah dog training book frm my hsemate
he is so funny cos i love dog so he bought me this book so i can train my future dog ^^
the dogs are realli cute ^^

Medium Brown Bag frm New York ^^
thanks darling love it alot
seems like the ang mohs here love it too
they say "Is A Lovely Bag" ^^

Lastly my dress frm my unifrens ^^
hahaha love it, is my style now
cos i love wearing dress ^^
Thanks "Daddy" for buying so many wines during the KTV and got us all drank >_<
that nite is crazy, is really fun

I am realli fortunate to have all of u ^^
A Big "THANK YOU" ^^

As for my families presents are jewelleries ^^ too many of them diff to take pics
The jewels are realli pretty "muakie"

This birthday is GREAT
Love u all muakie

My Body Is Aching

2007-07-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

My whole body regardless of muscles or bones are aching
arhhhhh........... so painful -_-
haa ahaaa i brought this upon myself......
been feeling like this ever since the skiing trip in melbourne cos my skill is not tat good
i went for rock climbing after the skiing trip and i think i over-exert myself o_O
this week went for body combat and i strained my arms...... and today i went for rock climbing again......
was thinking wat's goin on with my frens..... seems like they are addicted to rock climbing these days......
well is my fav sport so i dun mind ^^ but it realli strained my arms -_-

my goals now is to:
1)work hard for my next semester expecially thesis
2)train for my City to Surf (is a 14Km run...... so have to train for it cos i dun no when is the last time tat i run.... was it like 4yrs ago for 2.4km??? tat's long.....)

so Ganbatte.....

went for chill out and the music is eekkk "trance"..... i hate it...... but chilling out is fun hehe

Love Love

Workaholic

2007-07-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

Workaholic..... is what my frens have been used to describe....
Am i??? haha the reason of me working so hard is to make full use of my time
i dun wan my time to be wasted.....
i rather have stuffs to do then not having any ^^

sch goin to start less than a week ^^
haf been preparing the necessary stuffs for my lab
promise myself to start this week..... tat's why frens say i workaholic
the reason is "I Scared I Can't Finish It...."
So Ganbatte hehe

Well find a new way to relieve stress
which is "Body Combat"
although i still prefer Body Attack
afterall exercise = de-stress

haha my favourite ^^

Love Love

The feeling of having someone important is precious

2007-07-13T22:04:00.000+08:00

12 and 13 July marked the departure of my mummy and three new frens that i have met during this melbourne trip (they have returned to singapore) as well as 2 of my housemates.

seems like a part of me is missing....

I really like them alot: "dai suki desu"
is realli fortunate to have this feeling of having to like someone ^^

on the other hand.....
things will never be the same again...... everything has come to an end...... when this post is published..... it will mark the moment of letting go of the feeling that i have been clinging on for the past few yrs..... is time to let go and be strong....
I know i will be able to do it...... although is hard but i will try my best ^^

Like the title "the feeling of having someone important is precious"
i guess i have found mine..... although i may not be the one precious to him.....

holiday is going to end pretty soon..... is time to work hard again
"GANBATTE"

We are Proud of Ourselves ^^

2007-06-28T00:04:00.000+08:00

haha why do i say tat???
we manage to do lots of stuffs today in 4 hrs ^^
never in our life in Aussie haf we done so much stuffs ^^
Me and Jan, we went out at ard 3 plus to the city to get my stuff print
as my mum's birthday is coming, we went to Myers to buy her pressie (Elizabeth Arden anti-aging product) ^^
then went to get photoframe and my comic frm Kino ^^

Guess wat we do after tat?? we went to watch movie (the fantastic 4)
erm is pretty nice not tat bad ^^
i like the physics term tat they haf used inside ^^ veri sophisticated.

we went to haf a drink at starbucks and chit-chat before heading for dinner.

met up wif Liv they all for dinner at JuJu's, a very nice jap restaurant, they sell delicious food ^^
Realli veri fruitful ^^

oki goin to sleep nw.....
goin airport in less than 6 hrs cos mummy coming to sydney hehe
yeah ^^

Muakie
Love Love

Holiday is Here ^^

2007-06-26T10:31:00.000+08:00

Finally the awaited holiday is here ^^
words can't realli express my feeling nw ^^
has plenty of sleep yesterday heeeheee and today
hahaa i juz woke up........... it has been such a long time since i haf slept for so long w/o any worries.........
not to mention the day after design project....... i slept frm like 6pm to 10.30am...... unbelievable.... but is true haha............
but this time round i can sleep al i wan ^^ cos i need not worry abt finals anymore cos is HOLIDAY woohoo
we realli survive this hell semester...... hurray to all chem eng 4th yr haaa ahaaa

packed my rm the whole of yesterday cos is i complete mess..... when i say messy i realli mean it..... is not a joke >_<
when my classmate saw my room she was like o_O so u can imagine hw messy it is haaa ahaa

Is my Birthday today hee ehee
Happy Birthday to Me hee ehee
wah one yr older but who cares in my heart i am onli 20 (juz to make myself feel better haaa ahaa)

ya i called michelle yesterday and we haf a long chat ^^ love talking to her heee heee
updates had also been done hee ehee
woah i realli miss s'pore alot ><

this 4 mths in sch passed realli quick. haf been thinking wat haf i done?? beside studying and projects and tons of them not to mention reports ><
guess i haf been a total nerd haaa ahaa

Daddy's birthday celebration ^^

Clubbing at Lush ^^ met lots of frens there is superb

The start of semester party haa ahaaa "Pre-grad party" is it wat they call??? haa haaa

Not to mention nerd time haaa ahaaa "evidence to prove tat we are working on design project" haa ahaa at law ^^

some pics tat we haf taken haa ahaa but my hair is longer and more messy -_-
oki lah not a complete nerd rite ^^

since i am having holiday nw so i will blog more heee ehee
finger cross cos i seldom blog haaa ahaa

oki lah tat's all

Love Love
Muakie

U look like u are from gal sch...........

2007-06-20T14:29:00.000+08:00

do i realli look like those gals frm gal sch???
which part of me look like one???
my looks??? or the way i carry myself????

i am not frm gal sch...... neither is my primary nor my secondary............
never a gal sch.............

i was asked twice by my schmates and an outsider in like two times in a week.......

they were like.....
Them: Esther which secondary did u go to???
me: i dun think u noe, Yishun.
Them: oohh yishun
me:ya u noe tat station, yishun, yup one of the sch there.
Them: oohh i thought u frm st nick.
me: huh??? why???
Them: cos u haf those gal sch look
me: ohh... ?????

Outsider........... cashier guy frm newsagency while i was paying for the stuffs i bought.....
Him: hi where are u frm????
me: s'pore
Him:ohh then which secondary sch did u go to??
me: huh??? secondary sch???
as in hello i am nw in aussie and u are some random ppl. hw many secondary sch in s'pore do u noe???
Him: oohh i studied my secondary sch in s'pore as well...
me: ohhh (in mind was like tell me tat earlier lah)..... yishun.....
Him: i studied in toa payoh......
me: oki
Him: i thought u frm st nick....
me: no i am not. (ending with a smile and walked off politely...)

me gal sch???? frm st nick????
ehhh do i haf those typical st nick look?????
obviously not.........
and i dun even talked like those gal sch ppl
why do ppl kept linking me and them together???

haiz ppl are juz weird >_<
seriously i do like to try being in a gal sch hehe
and furthermore, my best frens in primary sch, they all went to st nick.

but i still prefer yishu sec, not the sch but the ppl.
cos i get to meet CREEPY KAMX there hehe

LOVE U gals muakie

What the hell is going on here???

2007-06-08T21:50:00.000+08:00

sorry not tat i wan to use such strong words............
but seriously wat is wrong here??????? wat the hell is wrong with my life????
life is hell nw............. cos of these never-ending miserable projects cum reports which didn't get ask anywhere........... and in return with such low marks............. it seems tat our hard work dine pay off at all......................... why??????????
is sososo depressing............

and on top of tat.............
i fainted on monday due to stress.............. vomitting the whole week................
plus get hit by a car and broke my fren's umbrella today................
wat the F*** is wrong with me............ wat sins haf i done to deserve all these??????????
i juz wan to lead a plain simple life and graduate with my degree..........
is it tat hard????????
am i asking too much???????

left 3more weeks and is winter break............
Juz hope tat everthing juz go smoothly.........
I am not asking much......

Love love

Holiday is ending...........

2007-04-15T21:38:00.000+08:00

haiz my one break is goin to end soon......... in like 20mins aussie time
is more like an assignment week then holiday...........
recover abit frm my emotional life
i haf been getting emotional these days............
sorry shuyun and Michelle......... sorry to make u all worry..........
I will be realli strong cos i haf sort out the stupid stuffs..........
i noe i will be happy once again ^^
I am realli fortunate to haf u gals ard me
realli love u all ^^

looking forward to the present and forget abt the past.............
the word "ai mei" will not haunt me anymore..............
brand new life ahead ^^
setting new goal is my job nw..........
nothing is more important than "STUDY"

Lovelove

I Really Wan To GO BACK

2007-04-07T08:42:00.000+08:00

I wan to go hm.............
hm is where i shld belong not here..............
i realli miss my buddies.......... miss their company, gossips......... everything
i wan to be with them once again..............
when will i ever go back????????????
I realli wanna go hm............. mingle with them, stay over-nite at their hse, eat prata.......... Sing ktv............ celebrating each and everyone's birthday............
i realli miss all these events
I am realli tired of the life here............ everything seems so feak.................

i always thought tat i am strong but i am not..................
I wanna be brave juz once last time...............
God pls help me........

I am realli tired..................

Wat shld I do?????

2007-04-06T16:14:00.000+08:00

has been a long time since i last blog........
and is April............ i haf came back for like 6 weeks!!!!!!!!
seems like i haf been back for years............
basically life here is oki but prefer s'pore................

switch to a new environment ^^ is in school and yesh is soosoo convenient
when i go to sch it feels like i was goin to the market to buy things haaa ahaa
cos its juz a merely 3 mins walk to my faculty ^^

As for study...... is still as tough, still having lack of sleep..............
these three days i haf onli 6hrs of sleep.............. due to submission of report..........
not metioning onli 1 and half the nite before and 1hr juz before fencing.............
well get to fence wif other ppl in grps............. and i LOST............. sad to the core
taking master at the same time............ so is like doubling my work load...........

oki enough of my sch work...........

Love life?????????? none at all................. beside the constant bombarding of all the nonsence.......... was wondering when will these end??????????
even my tutor is joking abt it nw............ why????????
sometimes i juz feel tat i brought this upon myself.............. is it becos i treat him too good????
come to think of it........... feels like i am the onli one being good to him and him, does he even care abt me?????????? are we realli tat close as wat i think???????? or is he using me?????????? i realli dun no............
it realli adds up to my already stress up mind...............
there was once when i was realli sick, he said this to me, " I think u need a boyfren to take care of u............" and i replied, " it wun solve anything but to add on the stress..........." and he says, " u will be surprise.........."
surprise abt wat??????????? having a boyfren????????? is not wat i wan........... dun i haf enough of this nonsense relationship last time............ it reali sucks............ btw why do i get a boyfren???? is not tat easy as wat he thinks.............

look on the bright side.......... is easter holiday woohoo
can get to relax............. need to haf plenty sleep as i haf over-exerted myself the past weeks.................

Lovelove

So unlucky..... eeekkkk......

2007-02-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

Tell u all something............
i am unlucky to the max........
First wanna change handphone to K800i
since plan not yet 2yrs so haf to pay addition $100 eeekkk so abit pissed then still haf to wait like 1hr juz to buy a phone so i juz dropped the idea...........
no new phone sob sob

then wan to buy text bk for uni
go all the way to Clementi
guess wat.......... the shop not open eeekkkk
seems like black fri to me haiz.................
so i came back all the way frm clementi

wanted to try my luck........... i go to popular
guess wat they dine sell this book >_<>__<
sway rite................
sob sob

hope tml is a better day
btw i goin back to Aussie tml
haiz...........
but can get to see my frens in sydney so at least is something worth looking forward to
and my new hostel heee eheee

oki lah Love Love

Last min Shopping ^^

2007-02-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

hehe this post is quite late ^^
Yeah.... me, Mic, Shuyun, Xue and Qian went Chinatown to do some last min shopping ^^
actualli we were quite tired but we still went
we were veri ON rite
is good to shop wif great buddies
we even went to buy jelly and mochi
is $5 per plastic bag

we had herbal jelly is disgusting........... i can't even swallow yucks
but still we managed to finish ^^
we kept swallowed it w/o even breathing >_<

almost forgot, we went KTV in the morning hee eheee
then did some shopping
haaa ahaa i kept volunteer myself to help qian and xue dye hair and paint nails
they were so scared tat they kept saying NO NO NO............
haa ahaaa really tat bad meh -_-
i guess it is haa ahaaa

finally bought my country road bag and "Shopaholic and Baby"
A wonderful day ^^

LoveLove

Dinner with the Kids ^^

2007-02-16T00:25:00.000+08:00

not kids actualli coz they are all 19 yr old
but seems i am 4 yrs older i feel like the big sister there haaa ahaa

My baby cousin is also one of them hee ehee

today me, tania, gabriel, shawn and Isa went to eat dinner ^^
hw i know them????
we are in the same company doin tempt
wonderful time
and we called ourselves the "Polar Bears"
why Polar Bears????
cos we need to do some training
as we supposed to answer calls.
we always waited for like 45 - 1 hr for our supervisors to be back
so we played games among ourselves
so this Polar Bear games came to our minds
this game realli built up our bonding ^^

I realli love them
is good to be young ^^

Shawn bought me Sin choco
realli sweet of him
he is veri "ON" too, even today's dinner there were onli 5 of us. he still came cos he says tat long time dine see us.
we haf our dinner at Carl's Jr
cos we think tat wat we eating is not important, is the catching up part.

so we have been updating each other cos Shawn workplace is different frm us ^^

haiz will miss them so muchie
is realli fortunate to have known them
Hope they really get good results for their A level
i know they would ^^

Love Love

Alive and Kicking ^^

2007-02-15T01:29:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's day to everyone ^^
woohoo, celebrate this fantastic day wif my gals
Love Love THEM
hee ehee
we bought the R21 cake
is so cute, they even haf the sex positions
I wanted to write "We Love Sex" or "Great is great"
but i dine
so we juz wrote "Happy valentine's day" haa ahaaa

we haf a mini gathering
and i taught them hw to play bridge, although i sucks at the game
wahaaaaa

Something i realli hate and pissed >_<
why do ppl like to link the two of us together??????
i juz simply couldn't understd..........
juz becoz we are too frenly in Aussie??????
juz msn with my classmate
and she ask, are the two of u together? can i congratulate u???
i almost vomited >_<
i juz wanna repeat one last time.........
i dun wanna dig my own grave.........
we are onli juz frens who onli contact in AUSSIE...................
when did he ever say he likes me???????
so stop linking the two of us together.................
we are not together and never will we be together
haf u ever see a steak and xiao long bao on a table before?????
the % is onli like 1%
i noe this example is lame but is true
so pls stop teasing and stop having the idea tat we will be together..........
is NEVER goin to happen
tat's why i haf been stressing tat my life in Aussie is FAKE...........

will update other stuffs soon
LoveLove

Christmas dinner with Creepy Kamx

2006-12-23T15:57:00.000+08:00

yeah the day is here heee eheeee
we will be goin Oriental "the melt" to eat
heehee i juz love to eat

will be taking lots of pics tonight ^^
and most importantly we will be watching Death note 2 hee ehee
although i dine watch 1 but is still good hee ehee
can buy the VCD to watch yeah

went Steamboat the other day ^^
and i ate alot heee ehee

guess who i saw there????
I saw "My daddy"
I was sososo shock to actually see him
so coincidental >_<

well goin to take the same gen ed with him again
haiz............. cos i need someone to accompany me mah

read the storybook tat i have bought the other day
erm the story seems kind of sad
cos the gal fall in love with her "imaginary fren"
haven finish yet
but felt miserable after reading it
juz feel tat my Love Life journey sucks to the core
juz kidding heee ehee

goin to get ready hee ehee
food food here i come
yeah hee ehee

LoveLove

Lack of post again.............

2006-12-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

well too many things have happened.... i am juz too lazy to blog abt it >_<
still glad to be back
finally saw the true color of some ppl.............

went zouk-out last sat....
is ok i think....... not realli tat fantastic
is damn hot and humid.... eeeekkkk

realli hate the word CB haha all my buddies will noe wat i am talking abt...........
can't believe tat the person close to me is scolding tat
realli disappointing............. hate it to the core..............

bought ticket back to Sydney
will be flying back with Heda ^^

Good food
is still at Geylang
went there twice.... the food are damn nice.... love it hehe
we went to the back alley too.... is quite erm i shld say amusing
seeing all those ah pek..... who are old enough to be our grandpa

Something i hate abt him......
why is it always me who do the msging
even if i do msg.... he dun even haf the courtesy to msg back.....
why????
if he msg me i haf to reply tat instant.... if not i will be accuse tat i ignore him.....
why???? is it my fault????
not telling him tat the rest of us were meeting.....
is it my fault????? i wasn't even the organiser........
he msg:"Esther, are u meeting the rest today???"
i replied,"yeah, why leh??"
he dine even reply..... instead he msg my fren.....
my fault again?????
is he too sensitive or am i too insensitive?????
i asked a qn???? he dine even bother to reply............
my fault again??????
i can't stand it........... he always say we are close............
is this the way to be close???????????
left me alone at zouk-out........... call him dine answer.. msg him dine reply back..........
this is wat he meant by close.............
juz hate............. i simply hate ppl who take me for granted >_<

bought two new books today
yeah hehe love it
goin to read nw ^^

Love Love

La La La.............

2006-12-06T01:34:00.000+08:00

hehe went singing again ^^
with Mian and Qian
i kept singing guys' songs
haaa haaa, 183, Jay Chou, Lee Sheng Jie and etc....
Mian and Qian kept saying, " guy song again????"
even the duet i also sing guy's part
haaa ahaaa

as usual i finish all the crackers and fruits
haha
Oh no.... i can realli eat and eat and eat -_-

the fifth day of christmas, i received Panda cookies
yeah ^^ Love Love

Singing ^^

2006-12-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

hehe went singing with Hui2 today
yup onli the two of us ^^
juz like having concert ^^

i simply love to sing

opened my fourth pressie
Frosties ^^ my fav.
I love to eat too >_<
i can eat non-stop -_-
juz like today, i finish all the snacks and fruits
all by myself cos Hui2 is not eating
not forgetting 3 glass of fruit punch -_-
i think i gain lots of weight >_<
goin for a morning jog soon
haf to or else will be fat fat

almost forgot, i get a hair-cut ^^
the last time i had it is frm toni and guy >_<
and it cost me AUD79
expensive -_-

LoveLove

Outing with Kendy ^^

2006-12-04T00:15:00.000+08:00

my outing with Kendy ^^
seldom went out with her hehe
is fun ^^
we have lots to say and lots to update each other ^^

we went temple to worship, but there isn't any statue due to renovation ^^

yeah have dumpling today
veri nice *thumbs-up* (da-jie thank you) hehe

play majong again hehe
but i lost
haha but is fun

i opened my third present = facial mask ^^
hehe love it

oki will update again ^^

LoveLove

Pressies ^^

2006-12-03T00:56:00.000+08:00

yeah ^^ exchangethe 24 pressies with my buddies ^^
like this idea hehe cos i will have 24 small presents to accompany me until christmas woohoo
haha although is quite tedious but is fun ^^
i bought all mine frm Aussie
remember the times when i go ard hunting the pressies after my final
is fun *thumbs-up*

open two presents: corn flask and cappuccino ^^

is good to be back ^^

donald called today cos of the 2nd dec "my first anniversary ^^"
is sweet for him to call, realli touched ^^
but something tat he asked, made me felt realli hurt
i realli wish to be back, but on the other hand i do not wan to
cos i dun wan certain things to change
knowing the fact tat he actually "used me"
but nw...... i know tat i am rite all along >_<
haiz...............
shld stop being so stupid >_<

will post all the pics of the 24 pressies on dec 24 ^^

LoveLove

Backie ^^

2006-12-01T01:31:00.000+08:00

Woohoo back at last ^^
holiday............. yeah...............
Love it hehe

four days after exam were realli busy >_<
moving house and buying christmas pressies ^^

hehe almost forgot i went "Tank" the other day with Daddy and Erica
is realli fun, i like it
we drank quite alot
and i puke in front of daddy haaa ahaa
oooppsss.............. is becoz of the bumpy ride hm >_<

but nw i am back hm
yeah ^^
and we exchange pre-christmas pressies
will open one by one for 24 days
happy ^^
will post each day abt the pressie
oki tat's all for today

My dear daddy, " Good Luck for your work tml"

Love Love

To Vienne

2006-11-17T20:39:00.000+08:00

A post for Vienne ^^
realli surprise to know tat u read my blog
haha not veri interesting rite >_<
and lack of updates...........
well i read ur blog too
hehe dine noe u have started writing
is interesting hee ehee
This beautiful lady, known her for like 5yrs
back in poly heee hee, wonderful times ^^

well i read ur blog ^^
some old update and the comment u give
erm....... by asking "Are u all alrite" dun seem to solve anything
well the main detail i dun no but noe tat u are somehw in a dilema.........
u can update me when i returned oki ^^

my post to u:
although i dun really haf much experience in this.....
but these are some info tat i have picked up....

erm u say tat he is giving true color, i think the problem is tat "Honeymoon period" is over, and he is too "xi guan" to u. tat's why he acted this way
if u still love him as much, try giving in..... i noe is hard
i experienced it myself, and the feeling sucks bad times............
to them........... they are always tired......... and onli they can get tired and not us
"u will be thinking wat the f***, is tat rite????" but this is them
we can't change it............
the most difficult part is not to start a relationship but rather hw do we maintain a long relationship............
after a relationship for 3yrs, will always face this problem, is natural... so dun think too much oki....
dun let these stuffs affect u
and never say the word "break-up" if u still love him
the day tat u feel tat u haf no feelings for him is the day u say this
is realli important ^^ take it frm me

i feel tat u two haf been through alot, so dun let these affect u oki

like i say i shldn't be giving any comment cos i juz ended mine
and is realli sad..........
haiz.......... guys..... they are juz not sensitive as we are >_<
i think this is hw god create them.............

ungrateful........... i truelly agree and always late
i experienced the same thing..........
well this is not the reason tat i break up with him.............

dun follow my footstep ^^ like i say u two haf been through alot
and i noe tat he loves and treasures u

this is my post to u
remember to be happy always, and dun worry hee ehee

Love love

Start of Hell

2006-11-17T20:34:00.000+08:00

Before the commencement of my "Hell Week"..............
i will give a post hehe
well hell week officially start today
but looking forward to the arrival of 28
woohoo........ so be patient
and "JIA YOU JIA YOU"
I can do it............. never say die to finals
yeah my new motto heee ehee

well kind of tired............ actually
realli sick of having high expectations..................
giving ppl the idea tat i can multi-task is not wat i wan >_<
multi-task???? i realli hope i can
but i am juz Esther Kok........ not some wonder woman
i am not strong at all...............

But i can "JIA YOU"
yeah hee ehee

A complete IDIOT

2006-11-11T16:37:00.000+08:00

up till nw............ then i realised wat a complete idiot i am?????
can anyone be tat stupid..............
The world's idiot ranking............. i will be place first..............
hw can i be so stupid to believe all the shit tat he said?????
if only i noe this sooner................. i would not have land myself in such a state.............
being bombard from others for the things tat is not true at all..................
having a mindset tat.......... "I shldn't have listen to others cos this will ruin our current frenship........"

i always thought tat "He cares for me................." and we are CLOSE
but i was so wrong......................
Is this wat u mean by CLOSE?????????????
up till nw...... then i realised "all the close" is all becoz of sch work................
why????????????
I realli "HATE GUYS TO THE CORE........................"

Esther............ pls wake up.................. this is not the first time u have encountered such a thing.............
shld have turn back to the good old days, the state where i hate guys............
is no use being good to them.............

Writer in Hell

2006-11-08T20:18:00.000+08:00

Juz like wat my buddies have said
my blog is dead................ >_<
cos the writer is currently in hell...................
nw jiayou for finals..................
got tons of them................ why do we have to do so many finals?????????????
not forgetting the projects and assignments before sch ended..................
why so busy???????????
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
realli exhausted...........................

but looking forward to go back to S'pore heee heee
miss my buds and family so muchie

coming back soon hee ehee
Love love

Something that Everyone Should Realise

2006-09-27T01:23:00.000+08:00

well just thought of blogging again
i shld blog more haa ahaa since i am having break nw

Taking someone for granted.............
have been discussing this issue with my "daddy"........
Have we ask ourselves juz hw many times have we take another person for granted?????? juz becoz they are close to us????
I never thought of this when i was back in Singapore...........
but since i am all alone here and making new frens, i have been thinking of this issue
is really nice to have someone to concern and care for u...........
but NEVER take tat person for granted..........
as for me, i am really grateful to that someone that is willing to stay up at 4am to check my cover letter...... although i noe tat he never sleep early...........
but still i shldn't have tat mentality tat, is his responsibility to check my cover letter cos he dun owe me anything.......... so in return i treat him nicer than anyone else...........

this is wat it shld be............
everything there is always "Give and Take"

i noe hw it feels when someone has taken u for granted..........
i experience this a few mths ago and the feeling sucks
so frens out there.............
please treasure and treat your frens nicely..........
if u think tat u have been taking them for granted, u have to change
although frens are like pillars in our life but bear in mind tat they dun owe us anything.....

Love Love

Alive ^^

2006-09-25T15:20:00.000+08:00

haaa ahaaa am alive and kicking
been MIA for like two mths
'and finally i blog again
having holiday again
yup sch have started long long time ago...........
and is break time for one week
woohoo
shld not say wat i am planning to do cos if i say it will never turn out as it is
so keep my mouth shut..............

miss Singapore veri much
here pretty much the same
nothing new
but have been emotionally unstable the past weeks............
so is time for me to slap myself and "WAKE UP..............."
to me nw nothing is more important than study
so i have been keeping myself real busy to prevent thinking of any unnecessary stuffs............
yup finish Bodhi nite
is a small musical that is done by unibuds
i participate in the choir ^^
the whole thing is juz so fun

will get the DVD soon so i will bring for all of u to see =)
oki lah will blog up till here

see ya again

Love Love

Outing and Nice Food ^^

2006-07-12T00:48:00.000+08:00

Ice Skating
my first ice skating after 6yrs ^^
at macquarie centre.
the ice-skate ring is quite big
the whole sport is juz fun
yeah
but......... i still couldn't skate backward >_<
Jehan says that it doesn't take one day to learn -_-
hope i can learn it
ya i met jehan's brother, shan.
he looks juz like jehan haha their voice is exactly the same ^^
but shan is slim or shld i say jehan is fat????
haaa ahaaa no lah jehan is european in size -_- we skate for 2 hrs ^^
haiz............ i still find it not enough >_<

Dinner at JuJu
woohoo i feel that this japanese restaurant is one of the best in Sydney ^^
been there once, this is the 2nd time
the food is really good
we spent like 2 hours plus there
we chat for a long time
haaa ahaaa we talked abt anything under the sun.

Okonomiyaki ^^

A Big Plate of sushi, yum yum

Teriyaki pan cake, it tasted juz like pizza ^^ oiishi

Next we haf Sukiyaki, in sweet soy sauce ^^
Sukiyaki
The ingredients
we haf, pork, chicken, mushrooms, carrot and vege ^^

The pan wif soy sauce

The result, looks good rite heee ehee

the meat haf to eat wif the egg, is realli good

will go there again soon, cos bringing mummy to eat hee ehee

yeah wonderful day ^^

Love Love

I've been tagged

2006-07-10T10:11:00.000+08:00

This time, I'm truly tagged by Mian.
Haha, no joke.
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2. Leave a tag on the person tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
3. Start your post with “I have been tagged!”

Favourites
favourite colour: Pink and Black (erm quite extreme)
favourite food: Japanese food
favourite song: Classical and J.pop and J.rock (extreme again >_<)
favourite movie: Geisha, In her shoe and Harry Potter (erm alot lah)
favourite sport: Rock climbing, ice-skate and running ^^
favourite day of the week: friday & saturday
favourite season: winter favourite ice-cream: a jap ice-cream tat i ate in Aussie (is green tea wif red bean)

Currents
current mood: tired (due to world cup >_<)
current taste: pancakes and hot choco frm mac
current clothes: PJ current deskstop: normal current toenails: ????
current time: 12.14
current surroundings: nothing special, my bedrm >_<
current annoyances: nothing to be annoy
current thoughts: waiting for my "daddy" to come back ^^

Firsts
first best friends: dun no leh, but nw is Creepy kamx
first crush: erm..... dun wish to remember.....
first movie: can't remember leh, beauty and the beast hahaa
first lie: i am sick ( cos of training, 4*100 relay >_<)
first music: erm.......... can't remember

Lasts
last cigarette: i dun smoke
last drink(alcohol): last monday
last car ride: a few days ago
last crush: dun wish to remember
last movie: superman returned ^^
last phone call: 12 hrs ago
last CD played: my real player, random songs

Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: nope
have you ever broken the law: nope
have you ever been arrested: nope
have you ever skinny-dipped: nope
have you ever been on tv: yes, when i was a kid
have you ever kissed someone you don’t know: nope

5 things you are wearing: glasse, PJ, earrings
4 things you done today: cut my hair for like $79 at toni and guy -_-, watched soccer and haf breakfast
3 things you can hear right now: songs
1 thing you do when you are bored: i am so tired and say it out loud
I now tag: no one to tag leh >_<

Sorry Mian, i took like so long to do this >_<

Love Love

A night in Fantasia 2006 ^^

2006-07-09T12:40:00.000+08:00

woohoo i went for this orchestra at sydney Town Hall ^^

Youmi Kimura was there too
she played the theme song for the "Spirited Away" as well as "Howls Moving Castle"
her vocal is real good ^^
the songs that they played for tat nite were final fantasy series, Howl's moving castle, Princess monoke, etc.
if shuyun was here, she will like it as well ^^
ya almost forgot, and a lady who played the voilin.....
she was veri pretty, elegant and cute............
wah i find that she is perfect ^^
if onli i am half as good as her hehee
i noe is impossible haaaa aahaaaa

i bought the poster and programme book
woohoo i got these two signed by the casts heee hee

the whole event lasted for more than 2 hrs ^^ is fantastic
will go again next yr ^^

is a lovely nite

Rock Climbing
woohoo my first rock climbing in like 6 yrs -_-

heehee we were listened attentively to the instructor ^^ getting ready to climb.
i feel that the most tedious part is belaying ppl and not the one who climb

me at the top and Dianel on his way down
me and Jan ^^

heeheee i used to climb it when i was in sec sch
i love this sport
it required lots of determination to get to the top ^^
i managed to conquer like 6walls, two of which were quite high.
i am satisfied as i haf not been climbing for like 6 yrs
credits shld go to heda for giving me the encouragement
especially........ the banana one
haha why banana??? cos the wall had a banana looking stone which is so difficult to climb........ there is hardly anything to grip..........
i tried two times and woohoo i conquered it
of course with heda's help ^^

but...... i suffered lots of cuts after the climb >_<
is quite painful, have to endure, after all is like tat

Daniel and Heda climbed realli well ^^ they are juz like lizards haaa ahaaa

will go again for sure heee ehee

Love love

Changing new skin

2006-07-08T19:31:00.000+08:00

hehe i change a new skin ^^
actualli i wanted to change a new url and restart the blog
but haiz............ due to my laziness i decided not too
on the other hand, i couldn't find a nice url
when i asked my unifren
guess wat they suggest????
- my tooth fairy
- pinkish fetish

-_- they say it suit me, especially the pinkish fetish
haiz...................
well currently still enjoying holiday ^^ woohoo
muz fully enjoyed cos next sem will be hell...... is much worst than this sem >_<

Post card ^^
yesh.......... i received Michelle and shuyun's post card from London
wah i also wanna go
*sob sob* i miss them sososo muchie
hope nov faster come so can get to see them ^^

Real Feeling
finals were finally over
so i haf settled down to haf a serious think abt my feelings............
actualli i haf none to think abt.......... cos i haf sort of decided............
nothing can possibly change my mind
but...............
erm............ i am nw feeling veri weird...........
well......... someone whom i think is important to me had returned to singapore
somehw i feel realli sad
like i say......... he is important.......... but i am not sure if the level of importance is the same as Creepy kamx >_<
I miss him........... not juz me everyone does
when one of my fren asked me, "Esther do u miss your "daddy"?"
erm i call him "daddy"..............
i replied, "wat abt u??????"
fren said, "i miss him alot."
me : "ya me too."
i realli miss him........... dun no why.............. maybe we were too close...............
i bet he doesn't............ although when i told him that i will miss him, he juz smile and touched my head and said that, i will be having lots of fun here and i will juz forget abt him..........
although at tat time i noe that it wun be the same if he wasn't ard..........

when he got back.......... he sent me a msg........... and again i told him that we miss him...........
and he said that he missed us too.. and asked me not to worry as he will be coming back real soon.....................
wat is this feeling???????
i told myself we were veri close frens..........
but all my frens say that our frenship is abnormal.................
is it?????
seriously i do not noe
i am not trying to play dumb............
when i told him abt this......... he juz told me to ignore wat others said..................
but i noe i can't.............. and my action towards him changed when others were ard............
i dine even notice until he told me................
is hard.......... he juz dun understd................. i hate gossip >_<

enough of these rubbish......... haiz.............
hehe will blog abt wat i did in my next post ^^

Love love

Holidaying yeah ^^

2006-06-30T16:34:00.000+08:00

At last holiday officially starts today
woohoo
yeah.............
i am so happy
this semester is hell >_<
so many things to do but too little time
arh............... i haf been complaning abt not having enough time for the past two mths haaha

well this sem, is oki for me
manage to find realli close frens and my bonds wif my unifrens is stronger
yeah

but according to one of my close fren here
is not a good sem for him >_<
erm can't realli expressed it
but is definitely not good.......
hope he is fine
i am quite worried abt him......

well waiting for my mum to come ^^

on the other hand, my beloved san ban is in europe
wah i wanna go too
she is goin to attend darling's graduation too

haiz........... wish i was there >_<

yeah goin out soon
long time dine go city liao
yeah having celebration ^^

Love love

Finally...........

2006-06-10T12:14:00.000+08:00

At last, everything has come to an end............
all reports and assignments................ ^^
has been realli stress up this one mth..................
for the last 2 days i hardly sleep............ all thanks to my design project, Tamiflu.

i haf regained my sleep for sleeping the whole of yesterday afternoon
woohoo i slept like 18 hrs ^^
but i am sick again........... haiz..............

well life here is good ^^
haha although i refused to come back initially.............

erm hw shld i put it............
am i enjoying????? i haf been thinking abt this qn..............
i am realli fortunate to haf my unifrens ard me
they are great ppl ^^

this one mth, things haf change...................
is getting complicated........ and i m mentally stress up.............

the jokes tat they haf made recently............... i wonder hw long can i put up wif tat...........

I haven realli talked to anyone abt it, not even Michelle..........

Michelle, i agree wif u, if he isn't ard, life will be so much better

can anyone be tat good????? i started to haf doubt abt it when all these jokings start............

well i think i will have a good think abt it once i finish my finals...............
time to sit down and start studying
haven been really studying due to all the reports and everything ^^

i am looking forward to my winter break
woohoo, might go melbourne or snowy mountain ^^

Love Love

Shopping at last ^^

2006-05-20T18:34:00.000+08:00

Although mention shopping............
but this shopping was done in a rush.........
guess wat we went to adidas shop today ^^
i bought a limited edition jacket
woohoo "is the miss piggy one"
couldn't find a pic of that
but check out the website
Adidas website
is under adicolor - P4
is cute ^^
they says looks cute on me
erm was wondering am i too old to be cute ???? >_<
actually i saw the pair of adidas shoe i wanted to get i think is the "superstar ll"
but i forgot which design but is the one that i saw this afternoon >_<
is limited ed too...........
haiz.......... i think i will juz forget it
well the limited thingy launched today at 9am we too kiasu so we reached there at 1pm after our yoga haaahaaa

heehee we went Lindt cafe at Martin's place

Lindt chocolate ^^

The cafe ^^

well the chocolate is good but not realli that fantastic
maybe we haf set too high expectation for tat >_<
erm i still prefer max brenner
i feeling quite sick after so many chocolate...........

heehee ^^

haiz......... have to go back do my work >_<
too little time and too many things to be done...........
i muz bear wif it ^^

Love Love

Hell Week >_<

2006-05-07T21:02:00.000+08:00

This week is "Hell Week".................
haf been rushing for time...............
seems like there isn't enough time at all
the last few days......... i hardly sleep......... one day abt 4hrs sleeping time.................
Thursday nite ........... i dine sleep at all................ was rushing report..............
arh................
hate it to the core
why are there so many things to be done???????? i wonder????????

well easter break was over........... haven been blogging for tat entire week..........
wanted to blog everyday but failed >_<
haiz...............

i saw Michelle and Shuyun on Msn a few days ago..........
but i haven had the time to talk to them.........
I miss them so much

as for my life nw.......... somethings are still kept constant o.O
am still acting blur................. for the time-being............

To Creepy Kamx: Take great care and good luck for the exams ahead
Love u all

Love love, Muakie

Putting Myself Into Deep Shit...........

2006-04-17T07:33:00.000+08:00

Why am I so stupid to get myself into this situation......................
These things can be avoided but i juz step into it.........
hw stupid i am.......... "Hontoni BAKA!!!!!!!!"

I am not blur at all................ i noe exactly wat's goin on.................
instead of stopping it, i choose to do nothing................
WHY???????????????????

Am i thinking too much............. or is he giving the wrong signal???????
I am an adult............ so stop being so "protective" over me...............
I noe wat is rite or wrong.............. i wan to haf a say............

According to him....
I am - Blur
Sensitive
Fragile
Can't make the rite decision

wat rubbish is tat??????????
Frens can be protective to one another...............
but this is far too extreme.................

I haf to do something nw..............
i couldn't let nature takes its course................ cos it never will....................

Love Love

Crazy Nite ^^

2006-04-15T20:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was ultimate crazy..................
i went to yum cha in chinatown
after tat we went shopping ^^
i bought a pair of new heels
woohoo i love it. cos is different frm the ones tat i had
as it was still early at ard 7 plus, we decided to play majong
so Jan, Jane, Don and I, we started playing at ard nine
As we were too tired........ we end the majong session at ard 12.45am
and decided to head hm to sleep, cos the nite before we onli slept for like 4 hrs >_<

as we were waiting for Don to go toilet.......... we browse through Jan's laptop n found a majong movie...... and we decided to watch it cos is veri funny............
in the middle of the show, Jon called and said tat he is coming over to pick us up ^^
so the show ended at ard 2am.............

out of nowhere, Jan decided to eat pancakes cos we dine haf proper dinner beside the yum cha we had tat morning
so off we went to "Pancakes on the Rocks"
here are some pics of the pancakes we had ^^

is realli delicious

guess wat we did after tat...........
cos is like 4am...... so we decided to go see "SUNRISE"..............
can u believe it???????????
i thought we say we were TIRED...............................
oki so off we went to see the sunrise at a bay ^^
tat bay is realli beautiful............... but is quite inaccessible...........

my dream is to sit by a bay to watch sunrise wif the one i love ^^ hope my dream will come true.

my jaw dropped when i saw the sun passes the horizone ^^
is realli stunning O.O

before heading home..... we went to eat breakfast at Bills
they serve delicious scramble eggs ^^ and their pancakes were realli good
pancakes wif honey is always my fav

i was so tired tat i dozed off in the car........... and in Bills while waiting for the food

A Crazy Nite >_<
haf to realli thank Jon for driving us ard

Love Love

Easter Break ^^

2006-04-14T08:49:00.000+08:00

woohoo ^^
the long awaiting easter break is finally here

"Happy Easter Day"
my uni frens said tat this is my day.......
cos Easter = Esther
haiz.............. -_-lll
even my dad says tat when i told him tat i am goin to easter show

lots of things to do........
is a combination of play n study
lots of assignments due after this week
but we still wanna haf our fun ^^

will be goin yum cha this afternoon (i juz love to eat), easter show, shopping , ice skate, dinner etc n not forgetting movie marathon ^^

heehee watched ice age2 (i love it, is so cute n funny)

oki cya
love love

Hope tat there are 48hrs instead of 24..........

2006-04-10T15:12:00.000+08:00

yup was running out of time.................
seems like the time in Aussie passes real quick................
is been awhile since i last updated.................
sorry cos am realli busy
busy wif assignment, mid-session and many other stuffs
my brain is totally drained...............
looking forward to easter break......... ^^

well wat haf i miss??????????
i guess is alot

Is my darling back in Singapore?????
i miss her so much
I miss Creepy kamx too.................

well will update again
haf to go

Love Love
Muakie

Sick............ >_<

2006-03-26T11:27:00.000+08:00

I am sick............
is all due to the drastic change in weather....................
is almost a week...................
i haf been drinking lots of water............... but still.............. it doesn't seem to work.............
ahhhhhhhh.................... hate this feeling badly................

Btw i watched emily rose.............
is pretty scary............... as usual i covered my ear.................. haaa ahaaa
there's a point, i juz screamed and buried my head in the blanket...........
i guess my reaction is even scarier than the show............ sorry i couldn't help it...........

we rented two dvd, the other one is prime, a comedy.........
is abt this woman 37 yr old falling in love wif a 23 yr old guy, well the ending is abit unexpected..........
is rather a good show according to my uni frens
well i dun belief in jie di lian.......... i always think tat it wun work cos the age gap is too huge
but on the other way round.......... if the guy is 37 and the gal is 23.......... then is oki

heee ehee so in conclusion.............. guy muz be older than gal for a relationship to work
heee ehee tat's my point of view lah..... i mayb wrong

Love Love

My Sunday >_<

2006-03-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

I am sososo Tired........
*Yawnz*
i got up like 10am
too lazy to move my body but i insist to go for gym
haa ahaaa
someone once asked me, "When haf u become a health nut???"
haaa haaa so funny..........
i am always veri healthy oki

after discussion, me and Jan headed home.........
guess wat we saw????
a leg in the car >_<
eeekkkk we screamed and went passed it real quick............
we wanted to call the police, but Jan called her hsemate
when we got a closer look..........
it was onli a "DUMMY LEG"
is realli freaky lor cos the feak leg was like half dangling out the car -_-

I noe we are reall timid.......... but it looked real lor frm our angle..........

the funniest part is tat, after calling Jan's Hsemate, i was like saying "there isn't any blood"
Jan "ya hor, dun haf >_<"
then Jan asked me if today is April Fool????
I was like not lor
haa aahaa
in the end the owner of the car dine scared anyone but "US"
we were so stupid haaa ahaaa

Love Love

Pubbing wif SSA

2006-03-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

i went pubbing wif my uni frens yesterday, friday
haiz........... is not tat fun >_<
the pub sucks to the core o.O
Initially we couldn't get to the private party which is located downstair of the pub.......
cos the person says is "FULL"
we haf no choice but to wait at the lounge...........
The atmosphere at the lounge is like OMG
It is juz like a "Smoking Chamber"
and the disco ball was as small as a football and the dance floor is pathetic-_-
can u believed it?????
is full of ang mo >_<
i even heard an ang mo who apparently wanted to noe this gal and go abt asking her this question,
"Are you a virgin????"
my fren and I were like OMG -_-
is it common???? maybe i veri mountian

btw we get to go the private party after like 1hr later
Guess wat???? is not crowded at all
is like so spacious lor
the SSA commitee members are like quite bitchy lor haa ahaa

I drank quite abit >_<
but the whole thing ended quite nasty >_<
cos Jon nearly get into a fight :(
is due to a grp of jerks who danced too close to us
i dine noe tat there is a guy dancing close behind me until Jon told me >_<
cos i was busy protecting Jan. So sick..........

Haiz i haf to stand in between them to stop them frm fighting -_-
Is realli a bad experience leh
dine encountered this kind of things before..........

I miss clubbing wif Creepy Kamx
Michelle, we dine go mambo leh >_<

p/s. Michelle: I think he is the female version of me lah. we think too much

Love Love

That "Something"

2006-03-12T12:34:00.000+08:00

Well something happened...............
I dun think i can ever forget..........
is nothing big deal......... but somehow it realli freak me out............
Thinking of it....... send shiver down my spine.........

I kept lying to myself and the others saying tat, "I couldn't remember.........."
Or I rather treat it as a dream..................
But deep down inside my heart, I noe it wasn't...................

I noe i am running away frm reality..........
However...... this is wat i shld do............... for the time being..........

My Departure 25.02.2006, 00.20

2006-03-05T12:12:00.000+08:00

My Departure ^^
all my buds came to send me off
and my cousins too
yup was flying back on 25.02.2006
taking the midnight flight >_<

i was watching Movie on the plane for the whole journey
eg. Touch by Heaven, The myth

I did dozed off hahaa while I was having breakfast
i was like holding the fork while i dozed off
Jan was like shocked when she saw tat

I took some pics at the airport
heehee we simply like to take pics

My lovely Buds Creepy Kamx

But Shuyun aka Claire was not there, so Creepy Kamx was not complete >_<
but she called tat day ^^ I am so touched
Love u lots Shuyun
muakie
Jia you in ur exams

Next..... Idividual Pics

Me wif R and E heeheee Rong and Eve

Me and P AND Y
Xin and Qian
Xin looks great in this hair rite ^^ love love
Qian is always so cute muakie

Me wif K and A
Kierra and Angela
Mian looks great in this pic ^^ her skin is so fair, Love Love
Thanks for coming after work
Lala, thank you once again for the calendar, i love it veri much
and also for the movie
muakie

Me wif M and X
Michelle and Xuexue
potato salads was veri delicious *yummy*
thank you so much ^^ muakie
Kaijyu and Ah Hock ^^
heeheee muz miss me oki heehee

My Family

My aunt and uncle, and mummy

Presenting the ones i Love ^^

Introducing: Hui2, Augie, Mr Cousin, Yang and Jie

Me and the Love Bird

Patrick and Hui2
Thank you so much for driving me there ^^

Me and Augie
My god brother
Love him lots muakie

heehee Mian's hand print on Michelle's leg ^^

Everyone, Thank you so much ^^

To Lala, Eve, Michelle and Xin, Good luck for ur exams
To Mian, Lala, Xuexue, Qian, haf a great time at work ^^

Love u all
Muakie

Love Love

First Post In Aussie

2006-02-28T19:37:00.000+08:00

yup was back in Aussie >_<
sch has officially started.......
the beginning of nightmare.......
I miss CREEPY KAMX so much.....

hope tat this yr 3 will end fast, as fast as the speed of light ^^
heehee.....

Came across this person tat has the same pattern as weijie >_<
eg. clothings and hand gesture >_<
this person was the same one who nagged on me when i returned to Aussie.......
I mean wat's his problem??????
doesn't he noe tat is too "Ai Mei"???????
Pls lor............... haiz............

Talking abt having a boyfren.........
not planning to haf one.........
erm...... let nature takes its course...... I am still young
nothing is more important than having good grades for these two and a half yrs......

Life of singlehood is GREAT
I juz love it, i can do watever i like ^^
but i always give wrong signal >_<
haf to learn not to ai mei

the next week will be urm hum veri busy >_<

Love Love

Ten Top Trivia Tips

2006-02-28T19:31:00.000+08:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Esther Kok!

Only twelve people have ever set foot on Esther Kok.
While performing her duties as queen, Cleopatra sometimes dressed up as Esther Kok.
The Eskimos have over fifty words for Esther Kok.
Esther Kok is the world's tallest woman!
Antarctica is the only continent without Esther Kok.
Esther Kok will become gaseous if her temperature rises above -42°C.
Britain's Millennium Dome is more than double the size of Esther Kok!
Esther Kok will often rub up against people to lay her scent and mark her territory!
Contrary to popular belief, Esther Kok is not successful at sobering up a drunk person, and in many cases she may actually increase the adverse effects of alcohol.
A female ferret will die if it goes into heat and cannot find Esther Kok.

hee heee is soso funny. got this frm my cousin's blog. is real fun and the content is hilarious ^^

Gals u all can try it. is realli cute ^^

Leaving

2006-02-24T13:29:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhh i juz can't belief tat my sch holiday is ending >_<
I haf been back for like two and a half mths but it seems like onli yesterday :(
can i dun go back??????????????

whenever my parents asked if i will be sad.......
i would reply: oki lah
haiz.............. wat they wan me to say???????????
i can't say tat: yesh i am veri sad and burst out crying rite.....................
they are so worried, i juz dun wan to add on...............

is lucky tat i haf two classmates to accompany me ^^
thanks so much

I juz wanna say a BIG "THANK YOU" to CREEPY KAMX
for accompanying me these mths ^^ despite their heavy schedule >_<

this return, i haf built strong bonds wif my relatives ^^

I am realli fortunate to haf them by my side

I 'll be back 9mths later ^^
haf to tell myself time flies
and i can overcome any difficulty ^^
ze tai dai jiyo bu

Love Love

Blood For Blood..................

2006-02-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

Blood For Blood -_-
watch a scary movie.............
The Fog..............
Gals, actuali I wanna watch Pink Panther
My dear Michelle, I thought u agree????? >_<
To my surprise it turned fine
I quite like it ^^

This time round Qian and xue xue sat beside me ^^
cos Michelle had once said tat Scary movie was not tat scary >_<
My scream was more terrifying and my nudging was more frightening
heee ehee but this time round I tried controlling myself ^^
and i think i did ^^
rite Qian, i did isn't it ^^

This movie was abt 4 men who tried to make their land a better place to live
and they ended up making a deal wif a ship of ppl who were suffered frm serious illness
well, in the end the deal was not made and the ppl on board were killed by these 4 men.....
hw evil they were >_<
so these ppl came to seek revenge....... abt 130yrs later......
they killed their grandchildren..................

so is a retribution i guess............
those who haf done something evil, haf to somehw pay back.......
it may not be you but it will be ur child or even grandchild
even if u were devoted into god
u will still haf to pay back..................

cos i remembered clearly tat a father died in one of the scene......
i was puzzled at tat pt of time......
cos Qian asked me why father died???? hw come god dine take away his sin????
ya hor why??????
so it doesn't mean tat after u haf done something evil and u prayed to god, u r sinless
pray to god not equal to sinless
I think in theory its like tat lah
cos we shldn't do something bad and ask god for forgiveness

Btw i am half christian ^^ so i dun anti-christ......
cos i haven convert
but my buddies will noe tat i belief in god ^^ and i go to church

well wat am i saying????
arh.............
i mean tat god loves us and we shldn't do evil things
yeah ^^
world peace ^^ standard line for Miss Universe
haaa aahaaa
muakie

Love Love

Early Bird ^^

2006-02-19T12:11:00.000+08:00

heee eheeee Early Bird ^^
yeah i woke up real early ^^
at 10am
der............... haha consider quite late for those who woke up at 9am
I normally wake up at 1pm lor o.O

yeah went to eat breakfast wif Michelle, Qian and Xin ^^
Kuay Chap (correct spelling ???? arhhhh hack lah)
veri nice, love it
our first sunday breakfast
they eat two bowls of Kway
they forced me to eat too
heee eheee but my shi liang bian xiao le.......
is a joke haa haaaa (michelle will noe why..... cos of the kuishinbo haaa ahaaa)

I couldn't wake up >_< cos dine set alarm clock
lucky Qian called and woke me up ^^
heeee eheeeeee

nw at Hui2's hse ^^
her mimi so cute like fat choy
but she urine lor eeeekkkkkksssss haaa ahaaaa
haiz........ Hui watching WWF????
why arh??????/ she is explaining the game to me nw >_<
can I dun listen......... fan bai yen haaa ahaaaaa (covering my ears..........)
she says booing = more salary????
is it true heee eheee

Family Gathering
went for family gathering
BBQ ^^

my fav corner ^^

help relieve stress ^^

all my cousins were there ^^
love them muakie *winks*
will miss them dearly >_<
onli get to see them when i return in late nov

My grandma made "Dan Dan" for me to eat ^^

is even tastier than the one I had in Hong Kong.
but they find it disgusting.......... is it?????
but if u dun like, u juz dun like >_<
like Xin yen she felt like puking when she saw tat......

Conversation >_<
X: wat is tat
Me: Dan Dan
X: as in?????
Me: egg....
X: are we playing fear factor????
Me: no >__<......
X: Can i dun eat????
Me: is good for the skin
in less than half a min she finish the whole bowl
young gals ^^
is easy to make ^^
egg and milk tat's it
i will try to make when i am in aussie
cos is good for skin ^^
gals can try making it ^^
is good realli ^^

haa aahaaa at ard 7pm,
BBQ started..
cos it took like half an hr for my cousin juz to start the fire ^^
haaa haaa quite lousy rite (he insist in starting the fire cos he's frm scout)
>_< but my aunt did a better job hee eeheee
wat i did there?????
playing Maple Story, is juz like RO....
helping cousin to level her character
i admit is real childish o.O

Later we went for KTV ^^
Me and Stan, we sing Wu Ding
suppose to be a Love song......
but Stan wanted to sing the gal part
so can u imagine?????
is real erm...............................

Goody and Xin yen gave me a notebook ^^ departure pressie
is realli cute

Ya i cut my hair >_<
they say is much better
but haiz...............
too short
adv: is easier to comb ^^

listening to Ah Du song nw
quite nice leh although i never like him
nice nice ^^

Love Love

Bad English???????????????

2006-02-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

haaaaaaaa haaaaaaaaaaaaa
amusing ^^
so hilarious................
A real stalker out there that constantly stalked our blog
opppppppppssssssssssss
i tink i forgot my "s" for the blog
woohoo who care????????????????
haaaaaaaa haaaaaaaaaa
well carry on to read it
be my guest.....................

so wat if my english "SUCKS"
bear in mind............... I dun teach English in my blog................
who care????????????????? nobody cares but "U" the onli Kaijyu in this world
or shld i say are u the English teacher of blogsphere????? *roll eyes*

well is my blog, i can write watever shit i wan
if i wanna write broken sentence or damn stupid grammar, or even limited vocabs?????????????
is my business ^^

oohhhh u like tat pics so much arh????????????????
steal frm my site??????????????? or shld i say u rite click on the mouse and save it in ur comp???????????????? haaaaaaaa haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
so obsess wif me??????????

yeah I am MAmasan???????????????????
oh I am so PROUD............
it means the gals tat are wif me are real pretty

me going Aussie. throw face???? cos of bad english?????
haiz................ why u care so much
or u are juz jealous?????
haaa haaaaa
dun be......... u can always go for an exchange programme....

my plane crash???????????????? cos of terrorism??????
then SQ shld check many times to ensure safety
cos if it crashes............. it will reflect so bad on Singapore............
cos they haf good reputation for tat

erm tat pic for my funeral?????
nonono i haf more pics lor
not tat pathetic
I haf more prettier pics ^^
cos ugly ppl like me go for make-over mah
eeehhh btw I prefer sakura leh
haaa ahaaa

Oh no u still reading??????
erm..... was wondering why do u read watever i wrote?????????????????
haaa ahaaaa trying to imitate Xiaxue????? u are far frm it..........................

P/S: Gals, Mamasan Going For My FACIAL soon before i go back ^^

Love Love

Gay >_<

2006-02-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

yeah my first R21 movie after turning 21 for sometimes....................
erm but i juz refuse to admit I am. i am always 20
haaa aahaaaa

juz got back frm genting ^^
is real fun
will update soon ^^

did some shopping today
lots to buy haaa ahaa
cos goin back in 1 wk time

bought some cute stuffs and realli cheap T-shirt ^^
body lotion (is a muz cos prevent dry skin)

A creature out there has been stealing our pics
is it a new way to pass time for those who doesn't haf a life????? *roll eyes*
i couldn't stop laughing when i see it ^^
even my cousins also find it amusing
definitely one of the best joke of the yr

I Miss Claire

2006-02-10T16:19:00.000+08:00

yup i have been missing my darling alot >_<
when will i get to see her?????
haiz............ will be leaving for Aussie soon.......... two more wks
my darling graduating this June ^^
so happy heee eheee
I am looking forward to november ^^
or Claire can come Aussie visit me heee ehee *wink*

Claire aka Shuyun is my best bud since sec school
one tat i share my gossip and sorrows
i regretted for neglecting her due to relationship
cos i seldom meet up wif her T.T
sometimes, I do hope i could turn back time >_<>
went down to Orchard after school ^^
I miss clubbing wif her, prata at nite and Long John Silver every Sunday

Looking on the bright, this Christmas, we will be celebrating christmas together ^^
Yeah heee eheee

Shuyun, i received ur postcard ^^ so cute

Goin to Genting tonight wif Michelle, Qian and Xue xue
my first trip wif Michelle and Xue
will be realli fun ^^
Qian, second trip wif her heee ehee
cos we went China trip during sec4 wif darling too
realli fun

will update again when i get back ^^
Love love

Simple Life ^^

2006-02-02T22:01:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhh nw I am sneezing away >_<
guess i haf catch a cold........

yeah i managed to buy the "ice princess" vcd ^^
haf been veri busy the past few days

cos is Chinese New Year

Gong Xi Fa Cai

will be updating on the places i went during new year and also my cousin's wedding which was abt 2 mths ago (heeehee is a veri late post)

I went to Quality Hotel yesterday ^^
for lunch, cos i simply love to eat the food is oki ^^ for the price we paid
it was buffet
we made DIY desserts heeeheee

nice??????
there were ice kachang, chendol and my ice -cream

feeling bored we played wif Michelle Sunglass ^^

Qian, Xin, Michelle and Me ^^
eeekkkk my eyes looked like housefly >_<

ya almost forgot......
there was this uncle tat talked abt singing >_<
guess wat????? when he opened his golden mouth to hum the music and sing a few lines......
is like OMG.............. he shld go and learn hw to sing before he open his mouth..............
his voice was as worse as someone we know.......
the auntie tat sat beside him kept boot licking.......... saying he has a good vocal!!!!!!!!
if he has good vocal.............
Qian, Xuexue and I can join Superband o.O
haiz...hw can ppl say such thing w/o thinking???????????????
why?????????

yeah Michelle and I saw Lion Dance ^^
hee eehee at Chong Pang when we were having lunch

Love love

Geisha ^^

2006-01-26T16:25:00.000+08:00

A story like mine has never been told..............

Yesh i went to watch this movie wif my buddies ^^
is one of my fav of the yr ^^
erm.. a little too early too say tat cos is juz the beginning of 2006
but is definitely one of the best
is kind of strange tat all three female leads were chinese
I love the scenery and the kimonos are realli gorgeous
heehee I realli hope i do own a kimono, daydreaming ^^
The story was quite sad in the beginning but it ended wif a happy ending

I like the little gal who act as Chiyo
she is so cute (kawaii)

tada o.O

I simply love Japan ^^

Madness Moment ^^
Haruka is a geisha
Momoko is a geisha

"yesh, we sell our talents, not our bodies..."

Okasan: Haruka, you must learn to dance.
Haruka: Hai Okasan
so Haruka proceed to practice her chicken dance >_<

Okasan: Momoko, you must learn music.
Momoko: Hai Okasan
"peep peep" the sound came frm Momoko's music recorder

You can onli call urself a true geisha if u can stop a man and made him vomit wif only one glance
indeed Haruka and Momoko manage to do it ^^
Okasan: You all are ready.
Harka and Momoko: ho ho ho

"we cannot ask the sun, more sun."
"we cannot ask the rain, less rain."

erm juz kidding haha
juz being bored
heee ehee me and Qian joke abt it yesterday on our way hm

Shopping ^^

2006-01-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

heeeheee i juz love shopping ^^
woohoo
btw who will dislike shopping??????
but my wallet is vomitting blood >_<

I bought a new school bag (Puma)
1cap and a jacket ^^ abercrombie
erm is far too cheap >_<
so Michelle and I was thinking is frm China o.O
but who cares as long can wear can liao (ho ho ho)

haiz........... my hse recorder something wrong
ahhhhhhhhhhhh it can't record >_<
today's tv programme very nice leh T.T
sob sob

Ya Michelle and Da Jie went to extend their eyelash ^^
veri nice hee eheee (shi4 mei3 de4 lor1)
I like it ^^

A veri fun day ^^

A Trip To The Zoo ^^

2006-01-20T17:29:00.000+08:00

Is quite a late post >_<
Last sat i went to the zoo o.O
yeah wif my cousins ^^
Tada

The Zoo ^^

erm, i went to the zoo a couple of times, besides the animals and the stinky smell, there are some beautiful places.

Wat a peaceful place ^^

Group Pics of the day ^^

Me, Hui2, Ben, Augie and Mr Cousin
eeekkkk the second photo backgrd was full of zebras' backside >_<

Animals o.O

see hw strong i am ^^

wat are u looking at???? i can store more water than u and u jealous rite....

I am sososo LAZY, i juz dun feel like moving, besides sticking out my tongue

wat's so interesting????? haf to exercise my limps

the fastest animal on earth were caught resting >_<

I am so Handsome...... wan some pics wif me?????

Expected........

eeekkk cow dung........ we saw the cow stepping on its own shit o.O

u haf delicious grass?????

I am tired oki......

where is my la pi xiao xin?????

Strangling of animal is prohibited

My fav animal ^^

we were tired so we headed for the tramp ^^

Us: Let's go for th tramp, so tired.....
Me: I can't walk >_<
Mr Cousin: all of a sudden i felt tat my legs are energetic......
Us: oki we will go for the tramp, u run after us oki?????
Mr Cousin: .........

Me and my new home o.O

besides walking ard to see the animals, we went to see the sea lion show too

eeehhhh too dark....... but tat is the sea lion heeheee

not forgetting to take the pics of "the love of my life"
tada

Azlan ^^

heehee last grp pic ^^

london bridge is fallin down, fallin down fallin down

at ard 4plus we left the zoo
woa we spent like 5hrs ^^

is an enjoyable day

The Heirloom >_<|||

2006-01-18T00:52:00.000+08:00

went to watch "The Heirloom" wif half of the Creepy Kamx
Mian, Xin, Michelle, Qian and Xuexue ^^

is a scary show >_<

well i find it scary leh
I even scream -_-
when i saw Jason Chang's leg

haha guess michelle was scared abt my reaction instead of the show
sorry Michelle

the show was abt the Yang fortune was built with the aid of child ghost and was also to say tat raising child ghosts may bring great fortune, but at the same time great doom

the most inportant is Xiao Jun frm Formula 17. his name in this movie is "James"
woohoo
I like him ^^
so shuai
yeah lucky we choose to watch this show
ehe eheee

Jason Chang
yeah ^^

In Her Shoes

2006-01-16T18:13:00.000+08:00

i watched this movie and i love it ^o^

erm the movie was kind of slow
but is a gal show so tat's why ^^
but is the story was not bitchy except for the front part
is really different frm the gals movie tat i used to watch. eg. mean gals, confession of a teenage drama queen, etc..

after reading the story frm the official website
then i realised the sisters in the show have the same feet size (81/2)

no wonder Cameron Diaz could wear her sister's, Toni Collette, shoe
hmmm..... interesting

the show was quite touching tat i cried in two scenes >_<
erm, or shld i say i love to cry ( but i will put it as i am easily touched ^^)
tat sounds better

the movie was about these two sisters who are both best friends and polar opposites when it comes to values, goals and personal style.
it involves their grandmother too, Shirley MacLaine. ^^

is a realli nice movie, two thumbs up

I saw the poster when i was in Aussie, and i wanted to watch it
yeah ^^

think i goin to buy the novel ^o^

Prata Gals ^^

2006-01-15T04:14:00.000+08:00

In less than one hr i will be meeting Qian.
then we will meet Xuexue at first cabin of the train
together we are catching the first train down to orchard ^^
heeheee goin to line-up at 6am

Guess wat we are up to?????

here are the clues ^^
in michelle's hse, we haf been discussing our grp name ^^
we came up wif a few:
1. acceleration/velocity (there are speed)
2. difficult plans (there are simple plans)
3. Jin1 San1 Shun4
ahhh i forgot, gals wat are the others tat we thought of?????

hee ehee but in the end, Qian came up wif "Prata Gals"
guess it suit us, cos we love to eat prata ^^
our dance steps, we will be following the movement of the prata uncle
haa ahaaa
Qian will be the lead Singer

we were goin to sing our fav song
it will be "Tong Kuai"
Gals we sing tat oki???? my fav
or ai mei????
haa ahaa

So has anyone guess it?????
hee ehee ans: superband??????

Juz being funny ^^

Tat's all
Love love
muakie

Chalet Madness ^^

2006-01-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

hee eehee pictures frm our chalet ^^
woohoo ^^

Let's see the drinks that we brought

as most of us can't drink..... we only brought abit
ha ahaaa was suppose to finish my chevas
but after playing cards games
all of us KO so still left abit
gals muz finish before i return to Aussie oki ^^

Sleeping Beauty of the day ^^

Qian qian hee ehee
oops......... not sleeping beauty is a "wake-up beauty"
haaa haaa
no lah..... was discussing hw to share beds for tonight ^^
but in the end we dine sleep >_<

We played games ^^

trying my best to explain a game titled "Murderer and Detective"
but seems like they dun understand..............
look at Qian's face.....
she seems realli tong ku, look at her expression haaa ahaa
juz kidding..... we were juz posing for camera ^^

The start of barbecue ^^

see i am so hardworking ^^
haha actualli i am damn lazy
this is the least i can do haaa ahaa

eeeekkkksss.......................
wat's tat...............
seems like brain to me.............

guess wat is tat??????
haa ahaa is juz frozen slice chicken ^^

Hui's fav dish ^^
maggots of the day......

tat fork belonged to Qian
errmm taste nice but abit salty
still i love it ^^

haiz........... my gals juz love to argue ^^

we couldn't find any forks so they are arguing hw to use the satay sticks as chop sticks
erm...... gals u all were discussing or arguing?????
haha i dun remember

The last pics

Wat is "Mr Cousin" doin in the pic?????
still trying to act cute >_<
haa ahaa his name is Jerald
seems to click veri well wif Qian
Qian, he likes u alot u noe hee ehee

hahaa we used this as umbrella cos was raining outside

haiz............. is raining so we couldn't go to the sea >_<

A veri fun weekends

Love gals
Muakie

Happy Birthday ^^

2006-01-12T00:19:00.000+08:00

Today is my uni fren, Jan's birthday.

hee ehee "Happy Birthday To You"

A very cheerful, clever and pretty gal ^o^
veri helpful too (I still owe her a meal hee hee)
She is juz nice to the max

Wish u all the best ^^

Love love

Raining Cats and Dogs

2006-01-10T17:03:00.000+08:00

wahhhhhhhhhhhh T.T
has been raining for the past few days >_<

i simply hate rainy days................
makes me feel really moody...............

since it has been raining for the past days............
i haf been staying at home.............
such a good gal ^o^
sleeping and watching tv programmes >_<
i dun haf scv so no choice but to watch local channel
haiz.................. quite boring....................

Rain Rain Go Away Come Again Another Day..............

Haiz................ boring.............. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Tired.....>_<

2006-01-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhh i am so tired >_<
After sleeping frm 7.30am to 5plus pm
yesh, i m still bloody tired...............

juz got back frm chalet this morning ^^
yeah is fun wif the gals and my cousins ard

but not enough of sleep wahhhhhhh T.T
dine realli sleep the previous nite...........
all thanks to my "Mr Cousin"
was sharing a king or queen size bed wif him???? never mind the size............
guess wat????????
he gave me a punch and kick me and even snore
ahhhhhhhhhhhh someone save me
so i dine realli sleep................
i pull out a mattress to sleep but is near morning
so haiz......................

Saturday is for Creepy Kamx ^^
and i finally saw yong meng after like 7mths
OMG so long????
he looks realli skinny to me but he claimed tat he has put on weight.....
haaa ahaa doesn't look like haiz..........
forgot to take pics wif him >_<
but will meet up again real soon, i think lah

we took some pics at the chalet ^^
will upload it next time

*yawnz* goin to sleep again

love love

Slacking.....

2006-01-06T12:42:00.000+08:00

haha I haf been slacking and slacking and slacking since the date 28 of Nov
was the date tat i came back >_<
so i haf decided to help out at my aunt's shop ^^

erm.... went to watch family stone wif Michelle and Xin

dun realli like the show
is too slow
the ending was erm sad???? is sad the word????
cos the mother died due to illness
wat illness???? we think shld be breast cancer..................
"The Family Stone"
why stone???? cos their last name was stone.........
is abt a family gathering on christmas that is disrupted due to a wedding announcement

yup bought a new vcd "Swing Girls"
hee ehee i watched it wif Qian and Claire ^^
nice movie ^^ juz love it

tada.........

yeah today goin chalet ^^
the first will be family day
the second day is for "Creepy Kamx"

My first chalet wif the gals
hope it will be a fun day ^^ and Yong meng and Fuyuan can come cos i haven been seeing them for a long time

most importantly, i do hope no one will be "nian chow chow" = face black black

See u gals at the chalet ^^
love love
muackie

Happy New Year

2006-01-01T18:47:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year

yeah a brand new year ^^
2005 was oki
but i noe 2006 will be better

ahhhhhhhhh 22 yrs old
sorry gals, i repeating this again >_<
haa ahaa haf been saying tat for the past weeks

cos whenever Qian and Michelle says: 2006 coming
i will reply: yup 22 yrs old is on the way >_<
They will go like: aiya stop tat

haa ahaaa so wat if we were older????????
we were still so happening and having a great life ^^
with all the love ones ard us
most importantly pampering us ^^

hee eheee

Love u all
Muackie

Class Gathering (Temasek Poly) ^^

2005-12-31T13:37:00.000+08:00

Class Gathering ^^
finally get to see each other after returning like one mth............

erm, we haf dinner together ^^
get to see the guys, yeah
when was the last time that we met?????
ya is my birthday............
tat was like so bloody long ago..............
then i left for aussie................

Let's me introduce ^^

A formal pic (frm left to right)
At the top: Ray (not the same class but same cohord), David, Nic, Songbin, Say Yei, Zhihao
Then followed by Vivienne, Pohli, Me, Lihshin and Kinsang^^

An informal Pic ^^

erm not the whole class though hee ehee but still haa ahaaa
cos everyone is busy >_<

we had dinner at Fish & Co @ Glass Hse ^^

Me and David ^^
One of My best buddy in Tp
Malay????????
hahaha everyone thought he is, but he is a pure blooded chinese ^^

erm hw i get to noe him????????
yeah during our orientation
we were in the same cheer-leading grp ^^
same class too
A very nice guy hee ehee

next we haf........ ^_^

Nic, Songbin and Kinsang
Sorry Songbin ^^ too late the photo is snapped haa ahaaa
Songbin and Kinsang, my classmates since yr one
veri fun ppl hee ehee
Nic aka ah ma
he was in the same class wif me during yr 2 and 3
My ah ma for two yrs
why ah ma???? hee eheee secret ^^

Ray, Vivienne andLihshin and Say Yei
Cute couples ^^
Ray inrtoduce le
Vivienne, has been classmates for 3 yrs (we taking the same elective too PT)
she is so pretty rite hee ehee ^^ was once a SQ cabin crew

Lihsin and Say Yei same class for 3yrs too
Genius ^^ Top 5 hee ehee
Lihshin currently in NUS ^^
Say Yei in Army (hope he can come UNSW ^^ )

Me and PohLi
A veri clever lady ^^ hee ehee
veri independent

after dinner, the gals went MOS
as i dun wanna take cab alone cos scared (bad experience.........)
so i joined the guys to TCC, drink coffee and chit-chat

Me, Kinsang, David, SongBin, Nic ^^

the drinks tat we order

haaa ahaa sorry it was taken when the guys were eating.............
Kinsang was like saying
alamark u take nw, nt nice le.....
look like shit lah
haa ahaaa but who cares ^^

My rosebud tea ^^ taste realli nice ^^

David's coffee taken by him
haaa ahaa this pic he took so long
trying to be artistic i think heee ehee

A wonderful nite wif them ^^
we were organising a next gathering
hope this time round all of them could join ^^

Love love

Dinner Gathering ^^

2005-12-30T00:22:00.000+08:00

Family gathering ^^
Woohoo........
every year, we will haf gathering on Christmas Eve
Is a muz
yeah, i m glad to be back to celebrate this festive season wif my love ones
Muackie

I love the food ^^

hee ehee i juz love to eat
Oh no will get fat
but who cares haaa ahaaa

Let me introduce the chef of the day

my cousin, Hui, Aunt Audrey and Uncle ^^
I am extra, juz playing ard ^^
cos no one dares to eat the food tat i barbecue.......

Years ago........
when i was at chalet wif my darling

Me: Anyone wan chicken wing or hotdogs????
Claire: is it cooked?????
Me: i guess so........
Claire: ehhh can confirm?????
Me: erm...... turned black (charcoal means cooked)
Claire: OMG hw to eat????
Me: -_-
Me: u all so clever then u all cook lah

so frm then on, my family dun allow me to touch the food >_<...............
Is it tat bad?????

Barbecue food ^^

Maggots???????????

eekkk looks scary
before they were cooked..............

After.............

erm still looks like maggot >_<
haa ahaa no lah is actualli bacon wrapped wif mushroom
One of my cousin cried upon seeing it
although it looked ugly but it tasted realli nice

Creepy Kamx, I will barbecue for all of u during our chalet ^^
oki hee ehee

Family Photo

erm is juz part of our family cos others haf to work so coudn't make it

Is wonderful nite ^^
stay over at my aunt's hse cos goin church the next day ^^

My Christmas Presents in 2005

Cards ^^

Cards frm my poly fren, Creepy Kamx ^^
Muackie

Presents

yeah ^^

I received lots of tops and skirt
tada..........

hee eheee I love christmas ^^

wif all the ones tat i love ard me
I am realli fortunate
I feel so "Xin Fu"

Muackie love u all ^^

Christmas Dinner ^^

2005-12-29T00:25:00.001+08:00

Christmas dinner at Grand Copthorne Waterfront ^^
with Michelle, Janice, Mian, Da Jie and Aubrey

Group Pic, Photographer, Mian
I love this pic ^^

Presents Presentation hee ehee

Mian and Janice, Janice and Da Jie ^^
Mian was sick on tat day >_<
but she still looked gorgeous ^_^
Mauckie

Michelle and me ^^
OMG my face looked so red.......

More Pics ^^

Group pics again haa ahaaa

haa ahaa Michelle, Aubrey and I couldn't stop laughing and wif the signature sign ^^

San Duo Siao Hua ^^

hee ehee so cute ^^
veri Classic

Me,Michelle and ??????
erm wat is tat?????

The one in between us????
haaa haaa not sure but is cute ^^

Then we headed down to MOS
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
long queue >_<
but we still queue for it
After one hr...................
we waited patiently...................
After two hrs.................
waited somemore...............
the third hr was coming..........
we got bored and started taking pics
Check out the crowd >_<

The queue was bloody long....................
juz look at the line....................... the ppl >_<

Pics of us ^^

dun feel like smiling after waiting for 3 hrs >_<
Eeeeekkk............... the club was full
WTF...........
hAIZ in the end we went Zouk instead >_<
the guys there were so bloody desperate >_<
"I HATE GUYS!!!!!!!!!!"
dun feel like clubbing after that nite...........

Yeah we went to watch Narnia
I love this movie ^^
the war part was like Lord Of The Ring
I cried when the lion died
but he dine died
yeah ^^

Ya Michelle, Mian and Da Jie went to extend their eyelash yesterday
So pretty
hee ehee
For the next one mth i will lookin at their eyes when i talked to them hee eheee ^^

Dinner wif Creepy Kamx ^^

2005-12-28T01:13:00.000+08:00

Did I mention tat I love Creepy Kamx ^^
haa ahaa i think i haf mentioned numerous times
yup is always fun and crazy wif them ard

we haf Christmas Dinner at Bakerzin ^^ at one fullerton
but Claire and Rong can't join us >_<
we will reunite soon

we take pics while waiting for the rest to come ^^

Me and My dear Michelle
hee ehee Xue xue see ur darling is taking pic wif me

Trying to act stupid haa ahaaa i think we succeed rite???
ahaa haaa.........

I dine take pics for our main course cos is juz pasta , pizza and etc.....
nothing special >_<

Here's are the dessert tat we ate ^^

Delicious rite ^^
the strawberry shortcake was nice cos i love strawberry ^^

but the star dessert of the day was...........

Isn't it beautiful ^^
is call Jivara
Mian introduce to us
the taste is heaven
looking at the pic makes me drool haa ahaaa

After the dinner we went to take pics again hee ehee

taking Pic of Michelle's whooo
haa ahaa merlion
Michelle this pic is for u ^^

Pics wif the gals

Me wif Qian and Eve ^^

Me and Xin

hee ehee Grp pics

Let me intro: frm the left
Eve, Angela, me and Xin ^^

Next we haf, Eve, Angela, Xuexue, Me and Mian ^^

we went to a pub near clark quey
haa ahaa a place tat i felt like sleeping ^^

Pics again ^^

Lying comfortably at the sofa

ehh michelle dine take wif u at the whoo

Me and Xue xue ^^

hee eheee before goin back........
we went to the bridge at the back of the fullerton hotel to take pics again ^^
haa ahaaa

Me, Mian and Qian ^^
the scenery nice rite ^^ Michelle is veri satisfied wif her skills hee ehee

The pic I love ^^

Looks like i am in genting ^^

hee ehee is always fun wif them ard

Belated Merry Christmas
Next yr Christmas Creepy Kamx will be united
yeah looking forward ^^

Muackie love love

Christmas Shopping Again ^^

2005-12-26T19:59:00.000+08:00

haa ahaa this post was up real late
busy lah ^^
the past week was busy busy busy >_<

Christmas Shopping Part 1
hee ehee wif Michelle and Da Jie
Venue at Orchard ^^
Before goin back, we haf cakes ^^
My fav hee ehee

Log cake and New york cheese cake ^^
Both are my fav. yeah

Cakes anyone????

Me and my first log cake in 2005

Michelle can't wait to eat the log cake haaahaaaa

Beautiful Da Jie and the log cake ^^

Next cake Cheese Cake ^^

Me and the Yummy Cheese cake ^^

Ginger Bread man and us

Oishii hee ehee

no lah is actualli make-up pouch ^^ in the shape of ginger bread man
cute rite

yeah the last pic of the day
chirstmas tree as backgrd hee eehee

Christmas Shopping Part 2
heee ehee shopping again wif Qian and Xue xue
all of us went out to buy christmas cards ^^
is always fun fun fun wif the gals ard hee ehee

some pics taken on tat day ^^

haaa haaa we juz love to take pics
so wat haa aha as long as we were happy ^^

the dessert we ate on tat day ^^

cakes again
i think i will get fat again haa ahaa
sorry the cakes were eaten halfway before the pics were taken -_-
i forgot >_<

The drink
tada

Left: Xue xue's drink, cherry soda (Xue says is nt tat nice cos taste like medcine >_<
Middle: Passion fruit float (Mine)
Right: Root beer float (Qian)

hee ehee a wonderful day

Muackie love love

Boxing Day ^^

2005-12-26T08:58:00.000+08:00

Juz got back home >_<
is ard 8plus
haf not been sleeping since yesterday
yup stay over at Michelle's hse ^^
veri fun
but am dead tired nw
we played majong the whole nite
hee ehee me and Michelle won abit
Qian and Xue xue said tat we were pregnant tat's why we were lucky
haaa ahaaaa
erm wat else
yesh we eat and eat and eat...................
before we went back we ate mac
My fav. hotcakes yeah ^^

ahhhhhhhhhhh dead tired
need to get some sleep
will blog abt my christmas shopping, christmas eve and christmas dinner ^^

Muackie love gals

My New Phone ^^

2005-12-22T15:57:00.000+08:00

Woohoo
I bought a new phone
Disney phone ^^
hee ehee thanks to xuehui :D
without her telling me there is this phone ard, i will not haf bought it
"Thanks Xuehui"
I love this phone

Some Pics on my cutie phone ^^

The front view of my phone and the cutie box
heehee cute rite even the box is Mickey Mouse
So kawaii ^^

Nice rite I simply love Mickey mouse
even my daddy says it suits me haha
I dun care if ppl think i am a kid ^^
I juz Love this phone woohoo

Yeah in less than 2 hrs
i will be meeting Creepy Kamx fo dinner
so excited ^^

My Poly-Classmates ^^

2005-12-19T02:05:00.000+08:00

Yeah dinner wif my Poly-classmates ^^
Woohoo
It has been a long time since i last saw them

Some backgrd information ^^ :
We were frm Temasek Poly doing diploma in Chemical Engineering
Best classmates ^^ Three yrs in Poly were fun wif them ard

We were in the same class, but last yr due to attachment and different modules...... we haf less time together......

Dinner we had steamboat ^^
Lots of food

hee ehee we juz love to take pics
Here were some of the pics taken ^^

Start of Steamboat

More Pics taken
Lihshin and Vivienne, Me and Celine ^^

Pics again

Vivienne and Me^^
She veri pretty rite

I was wondering whether we are having dinner???? or juz go there to take pics.....
but who cares...... as long as we are happy ^^

hee ehee Pohli came to join us
yeah

We take pic again
erm the pics veri blur cos of the smoke >_<

We ate alot >_< until Lihshin says she feels like puking

As we dine want to go home tat early...... and Vivienne still haf lots of story to tell so we went Citylink TCC to drink coffee

wat we did????
chit-chat haaa haaa we were juz soso talkative ^^
wat else????
take more pics of course

Tada......

At the top, Celine and Peixuan
Vivienne, Lihshin, Me and Pohli

Muz meet up more often ^^

It was a wonderful nite ^^

Love u gals
Muackie

The Truth

2005-12-17T02:00:00.000+08:00

There are always "things" to clarify after a break-up of a relationship.................
Yup i received an email frm my ex-boyfren.

I am not goin to publish the content up on my blog.........
cos i think is a personal thing and is realli bad if i were to do tat >_<

but i do wan to haf a say............
Firstly, i think u haf misunderstood my post
when i say "third party"................
i didn't mean tat there was a gal tat came in between us to wreck our relationship or am i feeling insecure..............
i was trying to say tat i didn't fall for any other guy while i was in Aussie.........

so u dun haf to explain there isn't any.............
cos in the beginning i dine even ask if there is a third party or not
so ur explanation and whether if i do believe or not were realli pointless..............

Secondly.............. the reason to our break-up was due to lack of communication............
although this was wat the ppl ard me haf been saying...............
yup i do agree tat we dun quarrel............... or shld i say tat we dun talk things out..........
but hw am i goin to talk things out when all u could say was "I feel tat in a relationship there is always give n take..."

so are u trying to say tat I am the one who always take and not give????????

I remembered clearly tat the msg that u send to Hui is "when i am in good mood i treat u as my boyfren...... when I wasn't in good mood i treat u badly......... pls"
this is wat u msg..........

so to u, i am a terrible galfren rite??????????
and i haf not done anything tat makes u feel tat i was giving..................
nw i realised hw a failure galfren i am................

Maybe u haf been thinking, frens are more important to me.............
yup i wouldn't deny tat to me frens are always important
especially "Creepy Kamx"
they were always there for me
Frens are forever.............
Boyfrens are not..........

Like I haf said earlier in my post........... the thought of being single is not overnite..............
I juz feel tat these three yrs, i haf lose all my self-confident................

I do noe tat the feeling u haf for me haf not change.............
but i juz feel tat u are not proud to haf a galfren like me..............
tat's why u dun introduce any of ur frens to me
apart frm our ploymates "cos we were in the same class....."

erm..... these are the things i haf to say.............
I will not reply to the email............
and I haf never thought of ignoring the email...................
maybe u think otherwise................ cos ur subject title was "Please do not ignore"
Am i tat kind of gal to u???????
I feel tat these three yrs u dun realli understand me....... although u claimed tat u do............

Lastly, i will not feel offended if u haf been reading my blog
cos is an online thing............

Hope u wouldn't mis-interpret wat i haf say
cos i realli hope we could be frens again

Embarrassment >_<

2005-12-11T19:40:00.000+08:00

Well at this very moment...... i hope there is a hole tat i can juz bury myself and not come out for the rest of my life..............

Guess wat????? i went to O bar yesterday........
ahhhhhhhhhh................. and i puke................. i dine even sense it coming.....
not in the bar but outside the bar....................
sososo embarrassing.....................

well the reason of my puking was not because i was drunk............
is due to gastric...........

my stomach has not been feeling tat well since friday................ after i ate a bar of chocolate..........

After i drank 2 jugs (shared wif frens) and a shot, we went to dance........
then i puke.................
My stomach was so painful tat i couldn't talk and stand properly.................
the onli sentence tat i could say was "My stomach is very pain...."

Jan accompanied me back, Thank you so much
haiz.............. i puke again when i stepped into the house................

The next morning, my stomach is worse.......... i couldn't even walk properly..............
at ard 11.30am, i went to see a doctor................

Doctor: u are suffering frm gastric.
Me: huh?????????? hw could it possible be gastric?????
Doctor: well, u may not be eating properly....... I suggest u eat plain porridge wif soya sauce.....
Me: plain porridge wif soya sauce????? OMG

ya so is bloody gastric........... hw can i not been eating properly???????????
if i had gastric in aussie is understandable but not here........
hw can i not be eating well????????
this is ridiculous >_<

I am typing this post in bed.............
cos i couldn't realli seat up straight
my stomach is still in pain >_<

Embarrassing rite >_<
this is the first time i puke
i felt so bad...........
i spoilt the fun >_<

there is nothing i can do but to say sorry to Jan, Jehan and Jerom

To Creepy Kamx: I veri throw face rite T.T

Haiz............... according to the doctor i can't go any bar or club for the next one week.......
Or else the same thing will happen again.............
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............
>_<